He reigns.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

*Promotion..*

:) yups.. am promoted to MM a few hours ago.. actually.. I don't think my cg knows abt this before hand, save for long & bro ryan.. oh.. and ziv (cuz jacelyn saw my name on the list on fri.. chorus board mah..). Well, not that I feel indifferent abt it... in fact.. it encourages me a lot...cUz felt that out of the 4 of us... I felt that I was the likely candidate to get the strikeoff (instead of them..) cuz the other three (if that really happened..) cuz it's like the other three were all taking some kind of leadership role (such as ICs. etc) in their ministry.. except for me.. been around longer than me.. seemed to be more spiritual than mOi.. I was kinda surprised to learn two weeks ago that I was the only one that made it..

a case of low self-esteem? Gotta be forward looking.. and cease lamenting.. Father God really dotes on me.. cuz despite of the AP that I showed Him at times.. He overlooks that...

Very touched by Jolene.. she's seems so overjoyed at my promotion... (& mario..thot that he could add the hon-prefix "sister" officially in front of my name... I claim that prophecy by faith! Amen) [interestingly.. my cg seems nonchalant abt it.. well. at least the least expected party actualy congratulaged me! _the sole one!)

Bro Ryan is really wise.. & very discerning.. what shall i say.. yes.. there hasn't been much of growth spiritually since THAT thingy last year.. but that had been dealt with.. so am gonna stOp letting THAt haunt me... actions speak louder than words right... I gotta make some RADICAL changes ... not easy.. but can be and will be done cuz it's not by own strength & myself...

lastly.. changed the song.. again... love the melody.. love the lyrics..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:58:00 AM

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