He reigns.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

*slow it down..*

a day of rest resulted in a mountainpile of work [yes, i was on ML again on monday.. ya, it's that irritating flu bug that manufacture so much redundant phelgm that clogged my airways... but it was a good rest.. almost ended up zzzz the whole evening (cuz of the drowsy medicine taken) if eugene had not called me at 1840.. almost didn't wanted to go.. but glad that i did cuz of the refreshing touch of God.. frankly, i didn't know where did the voice appeared from during prayer time.. )]

back to the mountainpile.. YES.. not to mention a "tai-chi" email i got from a gal who decided that since the last touch of the "completed" case (completed in most definition cuz the file was back to the filing area) marked my initials.. and yes it's residing in my workqueue due to the system glitch.. (and all the reshufflement didn't help either..).. hence I would have to do it.. Being a human with flesh and blood (and the mountainpile of approx 2days worth of work), to have to do this extra-it's not under my scope-thank you very much for re-assigning without prior notice, i nearly kicked a big fuss out of this extra thingy.. Yes, noOne would adore to labour for extra for nothing.. (thank God that I didn't1 i put my tongue back where it should be.. ) took a second look at the case, and thanks to the system glitch, it created some extra task.. wellwell.. bound by section 6, can't devulge much.. anyway.. solved within 15minutes (not taking into account of 15min of "tai-chi" - yes, i tried to dodge too.. but failed ~ and whining to one of my "sis"@ work). After the completion of this extra thingy.. revelation.. i'd missed to see the plank in my eye and whined abt the splinter in others.. Thank God for the wisdom to just accept the thingy rather than kick a big fuss out of nothing.. (well, culture in my workplace is that most would prefer to do less.. and ya, someone has to do the job still... ) and ya, going the extra mile (both in the workplace and in other areas in life.. like cellgrp) despite not seeing the apparent rewards.. cuz my reward is in eternity...

hmmm yes mountainpile nearly prevented me from attending the prayer meeting in the evening.. (though i would need to reach earlier to clear what i'd failed to finish today in order to leave on the dot for bs @ 6pm.. cUz me wanna go the wed prac instead..) Glad that i did though.. cuz definitely sensing some areas of breakthru's .. :) and refreshed by His touch..else I would be zzz instead of blogging at this moment..]

Jadyn mentioned that Corrine May' s too soothing .. well.. I guess this genre of music is rather theraputic for me at this season... The background song is chosen cuz of the lyrics.. touches my heart.. echoing this season in time.. a season of preparation.. waiting ... everything in its time..

An extract of this song...
"...some folks try astrology Some turn to crystal balls, to find an answer, to get through it all. I just fall on my knees and I try to pray. In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
out to the oceans and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two step behind. Someboday must have moved that finish kine. There are thousand reasons why I should give up, but I'm stubborn in the things i believe... (into chorus)....
"

Yes, there are thousand reasons why I should give up, but I hold on to His promises.. Cuz His words would not return to Him void. '
During prayer meeting today, verses that drawn to me during my daily devotions came to mind.. Like one of the post that max put up recently.. titled "a father's love". Truly our earthy dad would try his best to meet our needs without any complaints ( i recalled the time in my final sem, that i was sick to the sickest (seeing stars and almost black out..)after Jap class late in the evening (7+/8+?) and my dad, while in the his hurry to come to NTU to fetch me ~ usually i don't have the luxury to be fetched from sch ~ , damaged his hp while getting a pack of sour prunes for me. and ya, he didn't even complained abt that...) What more would our Heavenly Father do.. Well, we might not understand (at present moment) why things don't happen when we want it, the way we thought it will be.. But whatever that's in His timing would be the perfect timing..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:31:00 AM

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