the year is coming to a close again... for the past 2 years, the same question revolved in my mind... why haven't i got pass it? Cuz.. I did not press in... i heard, yet I see.. yet i did not perserve... and yes... cuz I stopped moving.. He stopped..
Glad that I'd went to the overnite prayer meeting.. and stayed till 5am.. Cuz it was at the last stretch.. that He spoke to me again... about the dream that seem to be dressed in cobwebs... Indeed.. the mountains that has stood in the way seemed to be getting higher and bigger... and it seems even more difficult to level it.. and the chunks of verses that I read earlier in Isaiah just kept surfacing in me... Yes, it's not by might, nor by power, but it's by the Spirit of God... and yes, God is the Creator of all things.. yes, He will see that the mountain be moved.. what He has spoken, it will come to pass.. Strength, I have not, but ask and it shall be given... [shouldn't have worn marsara.. i realised that i resemble a panda after the opm..] And yes, divinely, the sermon this weekend once again reinforced this revelation. :) [Michelle.. thanks for coming by after the service to encourage me.. :) let's jia you together!!]
Never felt His presence so tangible in these few days compared to the past few months...
Andreas posed me a question on our way back on the bus, whether I've intention to do my Masters... nope.. was my immediate reply.. but didn't tell him what i intend to study.. why? cuz am not certain when it will come to pass.. (hmm the waivering spirit came upon me again... ) those who glanced at my wishlist would have the answer... :)
gonna end it well this year.. :)
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Zech 4:6-7:
“This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: ‘Not by might nor by power, but my Spirit,’ Says the Lord of hosts. “Who are you, O great mountain? Before Zerubbabel you shall become a plain! And he shall bring forth the capstone with shouts of “Grace, grace to it!”’
Isaiah 40:27-31
Why do you say, O Jacob, And speak, O Israel: "My way is hidden from the Lord, And my just claim is passed over by my God"?
Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, The Creator of the ends of the earth, Neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable.
He gives power to the weak, And to those who have no might He increases strength.
Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall,
But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.
