He reigns.

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

*HE is all that I want....*

hmmm just ended my conversation with dear lian @ 230am+.. ya... hmmm and it was a very very long conversation.. which ended with erm... hahaha... a cute pix i saw at on the www.. cute as in the subject in the pix was cute(hmm not really act cute cute.. but... hmm had a very sweet smile like sweetie!) ... not to mention that I've the opportunity to meet this person for a brief 5 min after work .. (fortunately... none of my colleagues walked past during this 5 min... if not.. they will talk one la...kinda gossipy pple.. and not to mention that I'm like hahhaa...single?.. heehee..) lian.. u know what/who ah... so.. heehee...

(hmmm listening to the More than life 3D for the 3rd time ~ full run ~ already... ya.. i should be zzzzzzzz but...was actually intending to QT when lian called... miss call... so i call her back... then she was in the midst of doing something... then she called me back at ard 12...am surPrised that hmmmm hahah.. she's my new porridge partner... Trully... girl.. what u had talked to me reinforced what God wants to see in my life...
(a) a closer and more initimate walk with Him...
(b) to be a more effective helper in cell...like what u shared with me abt what pei shared with u...
(c) a spirit of excellence in all areas... (haven't been displaying this in area of work... cuz read my previous blogs.. u know why.... but have overcame that... cuz.. in everything..there is a purpose...)

am so glad that I was able to serve again...yay! but this period of cooling and shelving does make me crawl out of that shell...cuz i was soRTa LOST.... and ya..lost focus.. serving for sake of serving... in cell... in choir (not really... but at times.. doing the good is not always the best... parable to ya... i hoPe not...)

glad that i'd spent some time with my mom these couple of days... ya.. cuz she was not v.happy with dad for.... (long story...) hOpe to let her see hOpe in Christ... (trying to brush up my mandarian.. cuz gotta use mandarian to reach out to her.. )

began reading the Joyce Meyer book again... (i read another book cuz was searching an answer for a situation in my life... hmmm that one quire close to heart... hmmm time is short... i leave it to another time... ) was readin this chapter.. "ever be filled" with the Holy Spirit... on my way home on bus 88... from toa payoh to pasir ris... as evident to some... sweetie has been sorta yoyo in mood... hmmm like wat Pastor Derek preached last weekend... putting on a mask to hide ur pains... hmmm most of my members (and friends) have seen the masked me.. some of you my dear friends saw the unmasked me.. (note: dear here means close to heart... hmmm not = special someone...) hmmm at times... i even wonder... Holy Spirit... are You there???
yups... He is.. whether i feel it or not... Lesson 101: Our relationship with God is not just based on emotions... Despite whether I feel it or not.. the Holy Spirit is with me... *Heb13:5*... like what Joyce Meyer wrote about why we can't sense His Presence... " God plays hide-and-seek with His children".... we will seek Him only when we miss Him.... if we fail to... we will draw further away...

"Seek the Lord while He may be found, call upon Him while He is near" Is 55:6

"... For He Himself has said, 'I will never leave you nor forsake you'" Heb 13:5

another glimpse of thoughts on this chapter... :http://thecolourispink.blogspot.com/2004/09/pure-heart.html

hmmm this song will sum it all...
Holy Spirit... You're all that I need...

Father God..thank You for all You've done... I thank you in the test and POs I've been/ going thru (note: not for).. thank You for moulding and shaping me.. thank you for creating me.....

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ps thOughts might be eractic and not flow cuz it's 4:51am now! (gee why so many request to be my friend via ICQ... ma..close them... )
soo... am going le...... pray.. sleep... and wake up at 6:45... gee meaning.. i sleep just one hour! Is 40:31 "But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint."

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:52:00 AM

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