I admit that i might have raised a few decibels while communicating to her this morning. [the office is rather sparsely populated today] First of all, this wasn't the 1st time she came and ask for the explanation of my workings. first incidence Two WEEks ago~ apparently, she was TOO busy to work on it IMMEDiately (yet she has the luxury of time to engage in small chitchats @ her buddy's cubicle.)

did i mention that this was one of her backlog case which i had to help her to look into it (because of her inertia to work on it ~ her explanation, it was not my case initially, it was passed down.. Gee.. wake up! who pays u the salary? are you suppose to do tasks/cases assigned to you, even you did not create it..) and did the disgustingly manual /tedious tasks of manually vouching, tallying, summing up the error.. & making a copy of the 4 folders of reciepts.. and haha.. not even a word of thanks...

ya.. anyway, this morning Miss E came back again to ask for the workings & POINTED out that she did not know how I arrived at the workings. tried explaining the first time.. she seemed to have mircofilter in her ears. Attempt 1 failed to registerd in her head. Tried to tell her AGAIn. Attempt 2 to force through the filtered layer of FAILED. Attempt 3 is more aggressive (ya.. louder now cUz the filter seemed to be resisting the information molecules from penetrating.) Miss E asked me why was i so agitated.. (i was not that provoked though.. just a bit louder cuz am emphasising) told her i was not, but trying to reiterate my point (hey, if it's wrong, would my manager allowed it to go out to the TP) Maybe i was speaking in another tongue to her. Miss E seemed upset, cuz she seemed to think her working is correct. HEr processing mechanism shut off to external world. She decided to work it out herself b4 comin cuz she didn't seem to receptive to my explanation.

the campfire song that I love - I've got peace like a river, i got peace like a river, i got peace like a river in my soul (in my soul)[x2] when angry, mispronouce one the word. when appeased, sing properly.. haha..

Anyway, i could have use words that are more chili padi like, but restrained.. i would loved to peppered the words & tone i speak to her.. but I didn't.. Thank You Holy Spirit for restraining me!!

Miss E, once again, you score a perfect ten for helping me cultivating the fruit of longsuffering!!