It's time to wrap things up. It's not beneficial to me. I didn't realise that it may affect others too ...
Reality :: i want Him more than anything else ...
Am going to stop this . Seems like seasonal, but it will end here. Two seasons are more than sufficient.

in summary, change in diet - no longer on fruit(s) (it's like a distraction/roadblock at present moment) but on milk and honey :>
fruit shall again come according to His timing.

Long, thanks 4 making me voicing out despite u knew what's causing that. in due time, i shall have the sweet victory myself too.. thank U.

felt liberated.. heehee.. (;