He reigns.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

*Yay! I'm off on Teacher's Day*

hmm.. Sept 1 is Teachers Day. so.. wishing all my teachers in past..& friends in who are helping singapore shaping the future generation .. Happy Teachers' Day!

actually.. my eyelids are half closed, my stomach STILL churing.. the cramps still come and go.. Glad that I actually went to the doc.. cuz on my way there.. body temp on the rise.. and muscle ache more evident.. turns out that flu attack again.. this time targeted at my digestive system.. Ya, gastric flu.. lotsa gas trapped.. no wonder my stomach area seems bloated and seems like hitting a drum when u striked on it.. temp was 37.3 @ the clinic.. At 10pm.. it rose to 37.7! Hence.. now feel like zzz again... (slept for 2 hrs when i gOt hOme).. Not much of an appetite.. hmmm gotta abstain from eggs/ milk/ raw stuff.. Wow.. thank goodness that bible study was over and cg is on fri.. else.. I may have to miss bs.. and face the black face when i come home from cg on thurs.. (parents just won't understand that I will attend cg/ service no matter what UNLESS i really can't get out of bed..)

think i really nees a zzzz cuz seems to have short memory.. like i located ming's nice, pretty silver rubber band that she'd lent me 2 or 3 cgm ago.. When I turned ard and on the pc.. I forgotten where it was and spent at least 20min looking for it.. when it's right befire my eyas.. hmmm there my stomach goes again.. (the grrrr sound.. which is sooo unglam..haha)

hmmm prior to sccumbling to the invading virus today.. I attended Elim Chew's lunchtime talk @ office auditorium. (my org had invited her as a speaker for the the learning & innovation festival.. )Hmm am truly inspired by her life-story. and indeed I can see God's glory upon her life.. The topic she spoke on was something on... changing mindset on wealth (told you that I've short term memory). Indeed mindset cannot be always conformed to the historical past.. Rom 12:2 says" And do not be conformed by the world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that is you will prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God." Well.. mindset... ya.. gotta believe it and see it.. and.. spirit of excellence in whaterver U do.. (which she coined it as ~ over-deliver what was expected of you.).. Many more things that impacted mem but ms grey matter is in off mode..

gee.. shivering again.. and making my way to the little room within my room soon.. the orchestra within my digestive system sounding again~ hopefully I will not be spending most of my night there... Oh gee.. my faithful digital thermometer informed that my body temp has climbed up the ladder by 0.1 degree Celsius! Hence it's now 37.8 !! (this is after consuming the medication..) Pray that it will not shot pass 38 degree.. I need His miraculous healing!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:39:00 PM

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*Urgh..*

Yikes, am nw on my way to my gp in bedok nth. On 2 hrs timeoff to doc. Dun wanna take cab but pain is unbearable at times.. Pain came in waves. And gp closes at 430. My stomach nw bloatd, and makg weird noise. Must b somestuff i ate last nite.. Urgh!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:53:00 PM

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*I long for..*

The song that really spelt out my innermost desire.. one of the older song.. but since that day i learnt it at the day one of the a.m. session last week.. it was stuck in my mind.

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I LONG FOR YOU, O LORD
I LONG TO KNOW YOU MORE
I LONG TO HAVE YOUR HEART
PLACED IN ME EVERYDAY
I LONG FOR
I LONG FOR YOU, O LORD

(I LONG FOR)
(I LONG FOR YOU)
(I LONG FOR)
(I LONG FOR YOU, O LORD)
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Ps42
As the deer pants for the water brooks,
So pants my soul for You, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my food day and night,
While they continually say to me, "Where is your God?"
When I remember these things,
I pour out my soul within me.
For I used to go with the multitude;
I went with them to the house of God,
With the voice of joy and praise,
With a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast.
Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him For the help of His countenance.
O my God, my soul is cast down within me;
Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan,
And from the heights of Hermon, From the Hill Mizar.
Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls;
All Your waves and billows have gone over me.
The Lord will command His lovingkindness in the daytime,
And in the night His song shall be with me-- A prayer to the God of my life.
I will say to God my Rock, "Why have You forgotten me?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?"
As with a breaking of my bones,
My enemies reproach me,
While they say to me all day long, "Where is your God?"
Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God;
For I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:14:00 AM

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*He is closer than you thought He is..*

am glad that I was at the prayer meeting for s3 & s4. It was a break for me that choir not required tonite (cuz not enuff members) cuz I realised that I've not been worshipping from the congregation for a really long time.. hmmm.. it was a touch of refreshing which made me realised that at some pt in time, I might have been doing certain things out of my natural strength, and at times, i gulp down the living water instead of sipping... result:: choking.. thank God I didn't burnt out/died out...

This brought to mind the analogy that Sy Rogers used in one of his a.m. sessions last week on the airplane that has its skin blew away. LAck of maintenace of the aircraft, would result in neglect in some areas.. the plane looked perfectly fine but due to years of flight, the skin that was built to endure pressure will eventually wear and tear... pure neglect of the hairline crack on the surface of the aircraft eventually led to the huge tear that ended up in a crash.. all these could have been prevented if and only if maintenace in all areas of the aircraft during its routine service.

Was refreshed/ encouraged by His touch.. And the words He has spoken to me will not return to Him void. It may not happen as and when I want it.. but everything according to His will.. His timing.. It may or may not be delayed, but I know that He is in control. Obedience is better than sacrifice.. :) Lesson learnt too.. Precious lessons..rather pricey cuz time was wasted once again.. but He never waste our pains/ tears.. Indeed, He will not let us walk the walk alone.. :)

Look Unto Jesus, not unto man.
Don't carry our own burdens, carry His.. His yoke is indeed MUCH lighter...
Things that are not of God are temporal. Things of the Kingdom will last into eternity.

Saw Joanna on bus 21 on my way back home aft the prayer meeting... haven't seen her for long.. she looked tired.. cuz of a really long day at sch.. didn't really talked much (cuz I got off rather soon...) miss talking to her.. gal.. if u readin this.. take care!!

Eugene.. think u really crazy abt the zooo thingy.. haha.. next time big sister bring u there? :) heehee.. btw I tried going to ya page but failed.. some error prompt stopped me and closed up my entire internet explorer.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:22:00 AM

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

*A Day @ The Singapore Zoological Gardens*

hmmm the event following the previous post was.. ya the trip to a place I've yet stepped foot in since the days i donned the light blue pinafore (i.e. primary sch)..

hmm couldn't described it as sunshine after the rain.. I should say.. the sun trying to pierce thru the cloudy skies.. nevertheless.. despite of my lessthansunshiney mood, I did managed to enjoy myself.. It was a stark contrast to the zoo I'd in my memory.. hmm but hey.. more than a decade had passed.. can't expect it to remain standstill?

hmm here's the link if u wanna see my pic.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/80598866@N00/sets/844958/

:) maybe the next trip is Science Centre? haha.. I sound like a lil pri sch gal wanting to go on excursion!!
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Ms Lau, I'm sorry to misspelt your name.. corrected! Corrections, speaking of which, remined me of my spelling tests in pri, sch.. haha.. gotta do correction (i.e. copy the incorrect/mispelt word for 5 times) cuiqi.. need not do correction right? heeheee

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changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:10:00 AM

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

*Not what i want but..*

I wonder why i do things against my will. Frankly, i would prefer to be elsewhere rite nw. but promised, so gotta keep it.

Hope that events hereaftr would nt be as per nw.

Need to snap ?ut of tis seesaw thingy. Not good at all..
At amk nw, a few more stops nw..

No offense to pple i meetg later, just nt in the playmode.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:19:00 PM

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*Love...*

Love.. a simple word of one syllabus, made up for four letters.. the concept encompass is much more..

Love.. people see it differently...

What's love? love is God. God is love.
His love is beyond what the human mind can think of.. He sent His only Son to suffer just for our sake...

I was brought back to the VEry first time I said the sinner's prayer.. alone in my room @ my old place.. (think i was sec 2?) though I didn't feel anything tangible then.. Holy Spirit reminded me of that scene cuz at the very moment.. He has already came into my life.. I may not know it.. but God has never left me..nor forgotten about me... Every step that i took He was with me.. Every drop of tear, He's kept count of it...
Despite of what I'd done, or have not done.. He still gave me a second chance.. after the chastening..

back to basics. back to loving Him wholeheartedly.. things in this world are temporal... & loving people fervently..

Refreshed after a touch of heaven! :) I see light to what has been going on these few weeks.. What a divine timing.. wasn't supposed to be singing tis sat but stood in for someone for both s2 & s3..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ a brief summary of my week~~~
I shall say.. this week was really a week full of different experiences..

Took 2.5 days leave to attend the AM session with Sy Rogers.. Though the 1st two days were re-cap of the previous information covered in mar.. but fresh revelation nonetheless.. it was indeed a very fruitful session... I got a cleared perceptive too on some issues..

frankly.. I got a lot of things on my mind recently.. Just can't seems to concentrate..

I guess it time to let it die for good.. hard to give it up.. but it seems hard to face it..
I know I'm avoiding but felt akward to start on a clean slate.. (slate might be brand new on the other side... my side is used!) silence is for good? Avoiding is useless unless i dissipate from the earth. I would have to face it somehow. Just see how or where Holy Spirit is leading...

oh.. one thing i gOtta say.. you can chose how you wanna receive the information, knowledge given.. well.. as the chinese saying goes 温故知新. If this applies for the worldy knowledge, won't it be true to the spirtual? It just how your heart wants to respond.. hmmm to me.. God words never boring!! ~ this para inspired by one friend who lamented that some just see that "ai yah, I heard this before!" kidna comment when he/she heard a sermon that pastor preahed previously... the freshness of your manna is dependent on your heart, how open is it? :)
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Carmen :: thanks for dropping me a note.. haven't been online..

r8ch :: sorry the nite u called i was rather spaced off.. i email u? p.s. the numeric mms chat with u was haha.. hoPe yr assignment is finished!! miss ya!
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1Cor13:13
And now abide faith, hope, love; these three; but the greatest of these is love.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:32:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

*Midday so far..*

Words. Yes, how you compose your text messages CAN HURT another, thus intended purpose failed. I was merely expressing my view, and the reply i got was as if i did not want to do it. Was very tempted to reply sarcastically back but didn't. Hence this mms. cuz I know i shouldn't hence i won't. I forgive you even though you might not know you have irritated me with your reply..

It's currently the second break. So far the mornin sessions with Sy Rogers was great. Was truly very relevant.. And many revelations..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 11:59:00 AM

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

*:( music downgraded to midi,*

Sigh.. my two accounts were taken away.. i reckon cuz of the mp3/ wma file.. hence the backgrd music would temporary be this midi.. Wish Upon the star... (one of the midi tOnes from my handphone..)

Spent the past 2++ hours trying to load the pix taken loong time ago to share with friends... so far, managed to load the pix taken at long's covo and some of the fOp pix.. tried using flicker.. but my pix size tooo big.. gotta use the webshots instead.. zzz now.. will send out the link later...

frequency of pOsting getting erratic.. never thought that there are actually peOple reading this.. wonder is there any faithful readers out there... heehee.. One of these days, perhaps I should take time and compile my posts for the past one year ++ .. like my diaries... Actually I cringed when i read some of the stuff I wrOte when i was younger.. yes.. I have a habit of keeping diaries.. since sec 1 or 2.. i mean the stuff/ thoughts were really juvenile.. haha.. yes, they are still around.. think there are at least 5 of them (bUt i ceased writting after JC.. occasionally in Uni days.. ) yes.. I'd already developed the long-winded syndrOme by then... haha.. right now.. I blog.. the only physical diary. journal kept would be my spiritual journal... :)

hmmm.. recently... many things going thrU my mind... Observed while interacting with some.. I guessed I've grOwn "immuned" with sOme of the catus-like remarks by some and well to simply turn on the filering mode.. I guessed I'm a good listener? Had been lending my ears to my friend recently... frankly, while trying to advise her.. I was in a way, "counselling" myself too..

hmmm..Gonna get some rest now.. cuz going to the am session tmw!! yay! I'm On 2.5 days leave to attend all the 3 sessions!!

well... perhaps I blog more at a more appropriate time!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:16:00 AM

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Friday, August 19, 2005

*OT on FRIDAY...*

haha.. that's right..
I'm only just about to leave office... And today is supposedly the "early" day (i.e. able to knock off half an hour earlier..) yup... busy finishing up stuff.. cuz on 2.5 days leave next week... Surprisingly.. bOss approved my leave.. yeah.. I can go for the seminar!!

It's ghost town here now.. and I'm out of here... yup.. four & half manhours that can't be charged anywhere. (given a choice, i wanna be home to catch the live broadcast of service one..)

okie.. out of here now.... byeeeeee

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 9:34:00 PM

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

*lunch..no lunch...*

hmmm it's lunch time now... popped into the resource center to get the songs lyrics for cg later... cuz i'm fasting.. yup.. for many reasons.. :) for Sun's concert in NY, for my own spiritual walk, for the cellgrp..

cArmen, i may sound rather negative about my job. Well, I'm not really that inclined to the business stuff.. landed up in this job cuz of my course of study.. Well.. there are choices in life that you gotta live with it.. I often lamented about going to NTU and not pursuing what I want.. well.. everything in life happen for a reason.. You may not realise it now, but all will come to light in accordance to GOd's timing... Well, there are things/ skills (non-work related) that I'm polishing up, developing in the course of my work which would be relevant in the future.. in whichever area that GOd called me... leaving everything in His hands...

ok.. gotta pop back to work now.. :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:26:00 PM

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*another busy day... yay!!*

hmmmm.. haven't really been going online... (actually the previous post is from email @ work too...) buttercup "complained" that I didn't update my blog again... buttercup... this for you.. (p.s. I'm doning your fave color again... keke... think I'm in the green mood... keke...)

Am really in love with the Word... Bible study yesterday was very good... It's really amazing when you see the linkage between the OT, the NT and the occurence of our world..

Ming... U take care a.. U look very tired... know that you're tired but remember to rest too...

hmmm.. gonna rUsh out this case by today.. had been working on it since Friday .. and I'm on course from 9 to 12nn today... yah.. it's a tedious case to work on... and gotta multi-task on top of that... haha.. hopefully i can get to cellgrp early today.....

oooookies... C'est tout!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 8:39:00 AM

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

*9408*

9408.. what does it mean?

An inspiration for “donors” who form the queue outside the Singapore Pools shops?

Some form of membership no.?

Some of my favorite numbers?

Nope.. 9407 days had passed since hermione has came to this world. Today’s her 9408th day here on planet earth…

Tsk. Tsk.. Perhaps you may conclude that she’s too free up to think of such stuff.. Just the contrary.. Time to me is a scarce commodity.. Sad to say.. Had been swarm with work lately.. if I’d not agreed to be Yvonne’s model for her make-up class yesterday, I would have clocked some OT hours as per what I did on Monday (remunerated by hermione’s creation.. haha…) [heehee, free eyebrow shaping for me.. ]

There are 1001 things I would love to do, but I just can’t seem find the time. (Many unfinished stuff lying around in my room) trying to complete things that I can’t finish in the daytime might be the reason how I’d developed this unhealthy late sleeping patterns.

There are 24 hours everyday. Though things you have failed to do today, you may be able to push it to the next but the day will come to pass when your supply of “tomorrow” will cease..
Missing the divine timing might result in eternal regret.. Or not fulfilling the calling in your life.. Once the time had passed, you cannot relive it again.

There are many things I wish that I could have a second chance at it.. The times that I’d procrastinated, and hence suffered the consequences.. The uncountable “what-if”s…

Time is a limited commodity.. make a choice of how you gonna use it..

What do I have? Frankly, nothing much.. What I have is .. my youth/ strength… (hey.. I’m still in my 20s.. though I often wish to have know God and be committed to His Kingdom earlier) and zilch commitments.. oo.. and some paper certificates that document down my academic achievements (education can make some feel stuck up at times) that may seems precious to some.. but not me...

The clock is ticking fast…time will not just slip by again… What I ought to do.. I will. What I can’t see in the natural, I would keep my faith going.. “Trust in the Lord” seems to jumped at me whenever I read the Bible for the past few days.. This morning.. While I was on my way up the escalator to novena square on my way to work.. I felt the assurance that the words of God will not return to Him void. But, I need to see beyond my circumstances.. and believe and not tarry in waiting.. He has not forgotten.. {ha.. tears welled up but I can’t let it flow.. hey am surrounded by people, front and back..}

On my 10,000th day on earth.. (which would be April 1st, 2007), I wonder what would I be doing? Would I still be in Singapore? Maybe.. maybe not.. One thing I know.. I will be doing/ at the place that He wants me to... :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:40:00 PM

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

*Simmering...*

felt a lot better... now

carmen dear.. read ur reply to my comment.. U funny gal.. btw.. I've know u for a year and a day hhaa.. Cuz I just happened to read what I'd blogged one year ago .. and ahha. saw ur name!

haha.. never expected that a year later.. am also feeling the same way.. sTrrrrreeetcheeed...
lalala...

I love God's presence.. And today, during worship.. His love is sooooooo great.. that surpassess all things in the world.. This sentence kept ringing in my mind... "You are the apple of my eye".. (:

Worship is worship only when God is ONLY.. indeed.. HE is my only...

"Keep me as the apple of Your eye; Hide me under the shadow of Your wings"
Psalm 17:8

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:29:00 AM

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*my fault?*

Is it my fault that my dad got a summon letter from iras to pay the fine and submit the return? (when no pin was issued, and he is non-taxable...)

Is it my fault that his return was not filed?

Is it my fault that I'm on course on monday and couldn't raise the query on behalf?

Is it my fault that my brother was busy today and I asked him to run the errand instead on me..? how would i know i need to take a Q tag to speak to him (thanks for the yelling.. and making me feel like I shirking the respOnsibility.. By the way, please take note he is my ELDER bro.. and he's currently in btw jobs.. so monday should be free for him..)

Hey.. I may work there but I don't get priority in queues.. and special treatment.. Even if I raise the queries myself.. it won't gurantee that all will be nullified to none.. and hey.. what makes u think i'm very free... and by the way.. I don't work in that division at all.. my work scope doesn't involves personal taxation... zitch...

Ya.. It's all my fault.. (ha.. makes me more DETERMINED to leave.. ) waiting for that day to come...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:50:00 AM

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

*Season in life...*

Gee.. time flew... There's only less half a year left to 2005.

2005 started out not too bad...but sad to say.. distraction/ road block came along the way... however, the clock continues to tick, the world keeps revolving.. nothing come to a standstill despite you're stuck.. hence.. if you fall, just get up and catch up... we live not in the past, we look unto the future.. what's to come...

Read carmen's blog.. am rather intrigued by this young gal.. something in her recent pOst stuck me.. had taken the liberty to extract part of it...
Sometimes the path to progress is where we have to cut ties with the people or things who/which are the most precious to us, that are holding us back from what God wants us to accomplish. It hurts, yes it does. But it's a sacrifice. It takes courage, time, efforts.. how can you bring yourself to tell someone you love that it's not them but the nature of the relationship that's stopping you from the purposes God has intended for you? Yet God demands this for all believers following Him. To surrender your life's ambitions and plans completely for what Jesus has intended for you.."The heart of a man plans his ways, but God directs His path." To surrender isn't an option, it's a command of one's loyalty. The heart can deny it, but we can never escape the reality. You know deep down, what are the things you can't let go of. What is it that you need to die to? Be it a career, relationship, whatever that's going to hold you back.

It's those things you don't have the novelty to keep for yourself, you know you're too attached. It's a dangerous position in your heart. And they cannot remain. They will interfere with the message the Holy Spirit will bring to you.

time to take stock of what's in me... discard what's not necessary.. what's not in His will for me.. and move On... (:

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:55:00 AM

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Friday, August 12, 2005

*is this distracting me?*

yUp... hence.. you see the drastic reduction of me ONLINE at nite.. the DRAsTic reduction in no. of pOsts.. Brother Kenneth was surprised that I blog.. :)

Anyway.. butterCup.. no need to explain why drastic reduction ha... my dear faithful reader... mione will update after doing what's TOP on her priority list...

CarMen dear.. HArlows.. hey.. let me into ur bloggie world le... :) haha.. sO it's U who gave Adam the no. :)

Well.. what shall i say... I went to cgm with the heart of expectancy that it's gonna be something different... indeed it is.. frankly... I was feeling rather :( when i step into the place.. well.. all i can say now is that God is mercy! Thank Him and Praise Him for the grace.. Things that I've not done.. had indeed resulted in some adverse consequences... Suddenly, words that huiming & peilong had said to me in the past... (not so past) just gel what i'd done/ failed to do into place... will not dwell in my shortfall but. .. learnt from the lessons. Painful, costly lessons.. But His grace is sufficient for all.. Now I know why I have so many translations of the Bible.. (ya.. I got the Spirit filled Bible-NKJV, the TLB, NIV, NLT, Chinese..) cuz... :) His Word is life to my soul!

1 am.. my best time of the day.. haha.. I'm outa here..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:05:00 AM

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

*the hectic wedNesdAy*

Someone commented that he wanted to join my organization because I seemed to be knocking off promptly at 1730hrs. My response :: Haha! I can leave at 1730hrs because (a) I work during lunch, (b) I make up for the time loss by working late the next day (c) I don't get paid for working beyond the stipulated hours (d) the remuneration that I get is definitely lesser than what you are getting.

Hence :: don't compare apples with pears.

Work :: started working from 8am… utilization of lunch hour :: typing of lyrics for song sheet. Ate a bowl of super oily mee siam (never will I patronize that stall for a long time to come .. can you imagine you can spot a 1cm thick of chili oil floating above the gravy??) being away for ONE DAY ~ *yUps.. was on VL on wed cuz I was feeling under the weather.. [think thick muscus.. nasal voice.. feverish.. haha but I didn't go to the doc.. prayed.. slept.. till 2pm felt much better.. saw an sms that was sent last midnight from... well, it's a wake-up call that likens to a final reminder from Father God.. btw that did not prevent me from missing my bible study in the evening..(: ] “killed” [i.e. closed] two backlog audit cases (incidentally not mine but still it resides in the team) in the morning {plus data recovery of a corrupted report file.. Thank God I thought of backing up early in the morning..) Spent another 2 hours on another backlog case after lunch.. [TIGHT deadlines .. i.e. all “ancient” backlogs to be resolved ASAP.. to be out of sight by end of this month...] This left me two hours to review /approve 20++ current case.. hmm.. Easy Job? Haha.. two hours ain't enough.. cuz these current stuff gotta be cleared asap.. cuz of service standard.. (also.. these are daily supplied.. and for some.. I've to redo her stuff.. )

Well.. off to cg now.. hmmm was assigned to lead the testimony portion.. I hope my nasal voice be cleared by then... :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 6:42:00 PM

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

*Food for thought..*

You can't change to be conformed to others. Fabrication won't last. Be true to who you really are, what you really want.

have you ever used to like something, yet it seems repulsive to sight when u lay eyes on it now? wonder why? an entire change in taste? or the mere attraction to it is a hindrance to the better things to come?

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:47:00 PM

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Monday, August 08, 2005

*zzzzZZZZZZ*

yup.. that's what I really wanted to do tonight..[had a hard time to convince my tired body to wake up and that it's fit for work today]however, I'd promised emmy/ pris & shaoyang that I'll go with them to watch fireworks @ esplanade... Shaoyang very onz.. haha..

was rather surprised to receive an sms from adam.. cuz last nite he could only sent me back to bedok.. ` cuz his mom driving him & his sis, hence he "pai se" that can't send me back to pasir ris.. well.. actually i didn't expect to anyway.. afterall, i'm just hitching a ride... hmmm wonder why he got my M1 no instead... maybe he got the no from cuiqi or banana? :)

hmm.. running late.. meeting the gals at 630 Cityhall...

will continue more tonight! :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 6:11:00 PM

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Sunday, August 07, 2005

*16th Anniversary Celebration.. (prelude)*

Prelude... yup..

Today (not really the exact day, but I came on the 12th Anniversary, glad that this year, I'm not just a seatwarmer.. but serving and bringing a friend) will mark my fourth year @ City Harvest.. {just read Ming's comment on (31 July) on one of earlier post.. hee hee, what can i say... Thank You for moving in the Spirit...} hmmm shall not say much now.. cuz I wanna sleep soon.. Just pop online while waiting for my dear iPod mini to be reloaded.. (some unexpected error occured, and it sorta reformat! Should have used the firewire instead of USB cable.. still gotta wait for anther 300 songs.. (it's now at 455 out of 711)

Gotta zzz... waking up at 6am.. prep my skin to makeup then take cab (i really dun want to, but have to.. cuz else i dOn't know how to meet Jayce... Thank God that she is willing to meet me at 830AM at bedok) okie.. to be continued...

Praying for less persecution... [ha.. despite me being home at 9+ faced the usual music again... ] It okie... I take joy in all things... :)

2005 is ending soon... four more months to go... Have faith.. {if others believe that it will come to pass, why can i when this concerns me?} (:

p.s. If you haven't get the Cross CD/DVD .. what are you waiting for?

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:31:00 AM

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

*Going home.. Pract with Hillsong team!*

Can't believe it! I reached sis at 1pm to queue for FOP, now, i'm on my way home. (Cuz brother ryan wants us to bless those adults who were rejected last nite.)

anyway, glad that i came cuz prac with hillsong was awesome! Darlene Zschech coached us personally on one of the worship song.<cuz we got tempo wrong>

Rehearsal with the hillsong band and song leaders were awesome. anyway did had a good time last nite. it is indeed a previlige to serve as choir to the FOP. ?

On my way on mrt to tampines to pass the cross cd to cuiqi. hmm it feels strange to be home early on sat evening! cuz i should be in the House of God on sat!

well hope the members from other churches would be changed and impact by God in tonite's FOP.
hermione blogging frm train at eunos.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 7:18:00 PM

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*Cross*

The long awaited album... The BEST album of the world... Can't wait to get it hence... went to cynthia (who's one of the mobile seller) and bought from her after FOP.. yay, the DVD will be out on SAT!

had loaded into my iPod.. (it's reaching its MAXimum Capacity!!! Gotta delete some songs to load Cross in!)

Am listening to it now... Can feel HIs presence in my room! Awesome!!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:39:00 AM

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*mistake..blindfolded??*

haha.. think I must have been walking around with a blindfold for the past couple of months. Or perhaps... in a world of my own.. or the world sowed into my thoughts by the devil ... Actually, I don't even know why i responded in that manner ... Yikes.. wasted my life for two months... [digusting right?]

I'm so (: that the veil has been lifted ..

Still remember the phrase that sister gwen use last year with regards to certain preference I'd.. "ai yo, why did you downgrade?" hmmm no offense to the subject in concern... downgraded indeed... Ops I did it again... Like what ming amen-ed to.. "in His timing".. rushing ain'y gonna help... Ming.. thanks!!! hope u rest more okie...

frankly... I believe that at times.. my antena is rather sharp.. let just say that the short msn chat i'd with Jacelyn sorta put all the streams of thoughts/ observations recently into place.. i.e. my thoughts and take of whatever was in the same train of thoughts...

huiling... I know exactly how u felt today... cUz.. I'm experiencing the same feeling NOW.. well.. anyway.. it's their choice.. I see ya at 1230 tmw!

r8ch... thanks... I'm doing good... never better than before.... glad that sIILy phase did not last that long... I think I was totally silly... upgraded AGAIN... (remember the dream I told u long time ago... it will not return to Him void.) [p.s. me and business don't gel ~ just don't understand why i settle for the good.. when God wants to give me the best!]

buttercUp... Guess that u are rather disappointed of seeing any new pOst... was rather bUsy... don't feel like coming online either.. hence... haha...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:29:00 AM

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

*Moving on*

It's time to wrap things up. It's not beneficial to me. I didn't realise that it may affect others too ...
Reality :: i want Him more than anything else ...
Am going to stop this . Seems like seasonal, but it will end here. Two seasons are more than sufficient.

in summary, change in diet - no longer on fruit(s) (it's like a distraction/roadblock at present moment) but on milk and honey :>
fruit shall again come according to His timing.

Long, thanks 4 making me voicing out despite u knew what's causing that. in due time, i shall have the sweet victory myself too.. thank U.

felt liberated.. heehee.. (;

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 7:52:00 AM

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*Princess's reCEnt Dreams

*Princess's Past Dreams