Spent 2 hours roaming ard Wisma/ Ngee Ann City ... trying to find something ... ZARA having sale.. (sad.. didn't bUy anything for myself.. Saw this pair of pastel yellow slip ons with straps.. so sweet.. Thank God, they don't have my size!) Saw this PINK pants at Espirit @ 50% & another pair of PINK pants at $29@ Zara.. but.. they aren't in my shopping basket either.. Figured out that it's not practical. U don't wear pINK pants every other day! ...anyway.. no more newbies to my wardrobe.. cuz building fund is coming.. (and I saw this tote at ProjectBloodBrothers which is of the right optimum huge size to replace my 1.5year old WORN out red espirit cordurory bag.. didn't make it home either.. am cash-strapped!! perhaps I will indulge on this when i get my AVC on July 12)... Saw this mulit-colour sheep @ hushhush for 19.90.. it soooo soft & cuddly!!! so cute!(within the $20 budget! but not my birthday!!) hmmm.. perhaps, i can buy my own birthday present? haha..

Evidently, I didn't managed to get much joy out of this shopping trip... but at 8:45, i finally made the last purchase for gift for one of the brothers (which exceeds the budget by $9.. well.. hermione sponge up the remainder.. (p.s. am not that affluent.. but it's a blessing to give right?? freely give and freely you'll receive!) i reckon that I couldn't be able to find what I promised him for $20 & I'm really tired by then.. hence decided to just go for the kill.. haha... hope that they will like what I bought..

while combing thru' the lanes/ shops for the presents.. am lamenting inside.. WHY ME??
Seems that no one care... or they just assumed that all will be taken care of... hmm they are tooo busy.. I'm too freee... Or perhaps, I'm overly concerned with the wrong things? perhaps, it's not that important at all.. (well.. I like receiving presents & nice cards.. it's a good feeling to feel remembered cuz I'd the 1st hand experience of going out with bunch of people on my birthday and they did not even know it was my birthday!! and I was rather new then... .. it's definitely not a good feeling.. henceI don't want others to feel how i felt... ) Or maybe I've tooo much free time, idling and have nothing to dO?? (btw.. I still have yet come up with my training slides ~ gonna start the training soon~OH MY GOSH!~ and my speaker nOtes to the seminar 2 weeks from now is not yet done.. and my report not generated... )

Free? what's makes u tink I'm?? haven't been spending time at home and I'm detect the black face syndrome again... Urgh!!! must i face black faces at work/ at home?? hmmm.. but.. haha.. life ain't bed of roses.. which is good.. cuz I pose a threat to devil.. else... I should have a easy life.. instead of having to battle with the negative thoughts.. the lamentations.. the black faces ... Don't be weary of doing good.... Stop complaining!!!

The shoPPing trip that BRIghtens up my horrendous monday... (yup.. it was a BLaCK monday.. though I was wearing white! haha).. I have to stOp dozing off at class.. i guessed I really CAN't STAND what I'm doing now...

And one other thing that brightened my day.. the "ImPorted" PREcIOUS SMS I'd recieved at 18:53:09 (her time) with the area code +61! soooo touched by rachel's msg.. gal.. I miss ya tooooooooo!!! pop by the blueberries corner to find out more okie.. (u know what I'm talking abt!)