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Sunday, May 29, 2005
hmm which level am I at? Level 2.2 ? Am aiming to move to 4!!
hmmm at the end of the service.. the vision that I saw for myself @ the workplace ... up another step? if not there .. perhaps elsewhere... :)
I also saw beyond the choir stand..
This morning.. while I was preaching aloud the bible study material.. i don't know why but it seems as if I was preaching to an invisible crowd.. with the confidence and pOise that seems to dissipate when the actual audience came on..
and while I was walking towards the mrt station.. I saw something.. my place was used as venue for my own cellgroup! ~ ha.. this mean either my own humble abode.. or if currently at pasir ris, mean that my parents would be very receptive to the Gospel or already saved!! :)
hmm had a good talk with lian this noon... well, seemed to me my discernment quite in tune.. :) well.. talking to her also cleared my swaying thoughts and emotions.. [though she definitely didn't know the emotional turmoil ~ OK i'm exaggerating.. not exactly turmoil~ I was experiencing.. the only faithful receipent of this was my best palie @ down-under.. whom i presumed to be zzz right nOw..]
funny that how people can live in facade... well you may think you know that person well.. it turns out that he/she might only let you in the area of his/her life that he/she wanna show.. why?? protection perhaps? from the past hurts?
learnt some interesting things about someone this afternoon.. wow.. I didn't know that.. or i should say.. it was well-concealed? or maybe I never asked? haha.. that doesn't matter anyway/anymore/ whatever!!
well.. mione is what u see what u get... at least.. I don't live under a facade.. else very tiring..(adverse effect:: u might need to visit IMH) however.. that doesn't mean I go around telling the whole world when I'm feeling down.. [hey common sense ya?] but obviously I have my Comforter/Helper and the human touch would be the saints that God had placed in my life ::rachel/ ivory/long ::
ooo.. the happy thing is that my 'i's ~ i.e. 灵魂之窗 are back to pearlie white! ( not the iris pOrtion ... ) Thanks rachel & Cuiqi for your concern .. and your prayers! :)
and the PINK mania strike! I finally bought my baby PINK espirt cargo pants (the one with the flowerly belt/scraf) @ 50% discount!! [happy that my pant size drOpped by one! ] glad that I didn't buy it earlier.. i won't anyway.. too Ex... and i bought this black jacket @30% and hahaha this PINK tote @ 50% .. I think this is will be my only bUys @ the GSS.. I'd spent tooooo much on my crown of glOry... [but it's wOrth it though.. making me :) ]
changeme.
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10:06:00 PM
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