He reigns.

about. my life. doodles. links.

You are the only one i could live for.

Sunday, February 20, 2005

*raindrops keep falling on my head...*

hmmm first heard this song in sec 2.. when i learnt this song for part of the sec 2 choir performance that was put up for the folks at Tampines Home when my sch visited them.. this song never fails to pick me up... Liked this cover verson by Manic Street Preachers.. very uplifting! [this version is out of the complilation"Help: A Charity Project For The Children Of Bosnia". I think I'd bought this CD in Sec 4.. was rather into brit stuff then..] found this CD while packing stuff..

just a pick me up for myself.. at the early hours of 4:15 am and hungry.. and going to slumberland sooon.. PArdon me if I'm late for the bowling session later...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:17:00 AM

|

__________

*Monster? me not.. am sWeetieSugar..heehee*

Saw this monster thingy on ming's blog.. entertained myself... hahha sugar is a giant squid! kekeke...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:04:00 AM

|

__________

*It's sunday morning.. and I'm "working"*

hmm.. guess what.. am now embarking on report one of two reports that I need to finish and hand up to ex-boss by Monday morning... result of procrastination.. i should had handed them over to her on Feb 1, but due to the over-whelming workload [imagine my manager set the "productivity target" for my officers @ 5 per day.. i got 4 officers under me.. i.e I would need to review 20 cases a day plus backlog.. Yikes... and work approving was a new thing to me and having used to my ex-boss' prudence style.. was rather over-cautious too... hence.. bottle neck at my end.. and hence neglected these two cases.. yikesyikes.. Lesson learnt.. DOn't procrastinate... [these were the two "麻烦”case.. hence.. i had opened up the case.. can't resolve and closed them again...] now, I need to guide my officers thru' these cases.. my dateline to kill the remaining backlog [all 45 of them.. if they are that easy to close.. it would not be left there...] hmmm.. I need more wisdom.. and certainly.. more boldness and confidence when i make my decisions .. in area of work.. Yikes... Gotta start researching on my data management stuff... dateline for proposal to submit to senior mgmt.. 30 April.. can't procrastinate... so ya.. pray that I can at least finish one of my report before zzzzzz and another tmrw.. efficiency ya... so would try to end my entry asap...

Peiyu & kiki.. try to encode in chinese simplified.. u should be able to read my chinese blog...

hmmm peiyu.. somehow.. seeing u always cheer up my day to.. miss ya too... :) ya.. chances to see u would reduce cuz of taking a break [permanently] from chinese church.. ya..decided to reduce my commitment.. streamlining my time/activities [including blogging].. and really missed giving bible study.. hmmm can't say that I'm ultra fantastic on this.. only got two students so far.. kiki and lian.. but am :) to see them going from glory to glory.. from strength to strength... but nope.. just felt that I need to focus on cg... but am still gonna serve in choir... :) but would certainly miss the fellowship with some of the gals i got to know better from serving chinese church like peiyu, carmen, wanling.. there's a time and season for everything...

Like what bro Ryan said with regards to me not pursuing the sot route this year.. use this year as a year of preparation... indeed am sorta like the sitting on the shelf that pastor preached tonight... was really a word in season for me... 2004 was a whirlwind.. in and out and in and out of the valley.. so far.. had not really gain the momentum yet.. but am determined not to waste another year again... :) would sit patiently and go thru the furnace.. :)

and.. I really want to change my fone.. my 7250 is going back to its maker soon.. pardon me if u called the 981+++++ no and i didn't picked up.. cuz it doesn't vibrate and the ringing tone is rather soft.. despite of the profile i chose.. Gotta wait till MAr 17.. that's when my singtel contract will end.. and yeh.. i can buy my new fone.. last indulgence b4 i start my plan2006.. p.s. I would try to minimise contributing to the cab uncles.. [had spent $100++ on cabs in past fortnight..] eyeing on 6670 [cuz of the bluetooth and camera.. but due to budget.. i guess i would stick to 7260.. the white and red rather chio... and had given up on se700i cuz many of my colleagues had just bought that.. Ooh.. ivOry's clam phone rather attractive too but tooo bulky.. [ivory... lola's so cute.. i want to see him and ke ai in person [eh.can use this in context of feline creatures rite??]

felt good giving bs to lian this morning.. though it was rather rush.. cuz gotta finish by 2pm [cuz we were at bedok] and i kinda digressed and also spent sometime catching up with her...

okie.. gtg.. finish report one. have my qt.and yeah.. I'll be "cleaning the drain" later.. combined cg bowling session @ 10am and hence i gotta sleep by 3am..and wake up 4 hours later.. another long day ahead!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:13:00 AM

|

__________

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

*我困了。。要睡了。。*

嗯。现已凌晨4时。一般人已熟睡，或将苏醒。我却还在键盘前打着。。累了，该歇息了。。

AnOther lOOONg dAy ahead.. had been wOrking OT almost EVERyday! yikes.. but yay.. there's choir prac.. (:

I'm outta here.. [yes.. i'll be nagged at again..gUys.. thanks for ya concern! I will try to adhere to the before 3a.m. policy.. help me OK? :)]

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:07:00 AM

|

__________

*好困好累。。　好长的一天*

不知为何，我再度又把blogskin 换了。
Revelation..i can blog in chinese! yay! Seems that all along I'd this IME function.. 井底蛙哟！

好久没blog 了。。not that there's nothing worth mentioning.. just that it was a rather eventful week... I should say that sunday was the most eventful day...

Well.. this year.. for the first time.. I went out of Singapore to 拜年。 Technically speaking... it was not really visitaion.. rather, it was a mini cell outing.. spent the nite @ emmy's [must clarify.. else people's thot wander... 嘻嘻! ]

It was a day of enjoyable fellowship .. Ian (emmy's member) took us around ..{us = elliot, terence, emmy, me.. the contingent shrank from 9 to...5} .. spent sunday morning.. eating.. went for a game of bowling.. {小妮子我已有十多年没踏入保龄球场了。。最后一次该是我还在穿白与蓝校服的年代吧。。哈，况且我也并非高手。。嗯。。所以球似乎对两旁的沟渠特别有好感。。哈。。多亏有我两位“师傅”：Terence & elliot。。要不然，总分或许会是单位数！} continued by makan more food.. hit the beach (it was a newly opened beach resort @ danga bay .. rather interesting place...)..yeah.. we got Ziv & Jac's house warming gift.. (was a rather hectic task..cuz long and i gotta go send pixie off @ changi at nite.. and the impending crowd at customs.. so we scanned the shops at CitySq and Praise the Lord that we found the perfect gift... though rather bulky.) I saluted my two偶像s, who carried the o-so-heavy-and-bulky-屏风 and walked from city square to Woodlands Customs.. [I had a hard time lunging my 18Kg billybookcase for less than 10 metres when i redeemed it from MPH to my workstation and from my workstation to the waiting area after work today.. so ya.. my “偶像” ].We resorted to walking cuz massive jam..and the ultra bulky gift...
met an unreasonable 阿伯 who infringed my private space by inching himself oh so close to me at the Woodlands custom while queueing {song that I love to sing to rach while she complains to me played silently in my mind... }
仪の收获：两个包包，one alien-stationery set, a new jap drama serial "hotman 2" starring 反町隆史。。and "howl's moving castle" [watched this last night ~ free screening.. man.. i love the story... and not to mention that the voice-over for the oh-so-charming howl was done by 木村拓哉] and the memory of "THe hand" {actually was not huanted by the "hand" but..add to the atmosphere! }

farewell.. @ Changi T2
well.. it seemed rather hectic to me.. and it was a huge contingent of friends, cg members (past and present), minstry members, family members sending dear r8chel off.. Didn't have the chance to talk to her much.. i didn't get to shed a tear nor to make her tear cuz there wasn't time... [rachel.. I will bring ur pinky pig over if i go vist u ah.. eh... i thot it'd became creamcream's toy?? HAd wanted to buy u another pinkypig when u told me u left it at home but found none @ T2]

was rather surprised to see 2 missed calls from rach...after we sent her off and made a mad rush for the MRT.. well.. gal.. like what I told u on the phone... eyes were rather misty when i talked to ya... [ps. the fruitysecret is safe with me.. can name the fruit ?? kekeke]

well... gal.. recalled what ur mum asked me at laoPaSat on Thurs.. wellwell... I will sure miss ya.. cuz.. if I need a listening ear, or to share my joy.. i will have the tendency to dial 9011... [gotta get used to it.. .. so ha.. our email corres shall resume... ] well... continue to shine over @ brisbane okie... and yup..received ya sms... will send ya regards to peeps u know that i think u didn sms.. :) this song by michael W smith came to mind when i was walking home {after sending rach off}.. so doing a virtual dedication on my blog...

Friends ~
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through

But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

CHORUS:
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "Never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long
To live as friends

With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:40:00 AM

|

__________

Saturday, February 12, 2005

*a new look!*

hmm..time flies! It's Feb 12 already.. in approximately 30 hours.. I will be @ the airport to send one of my buddy off... was supposed to be at her place today but things crop up @ her side...nevertheless.. we'd a great time @ marche on monday with the ex-n79 peeps and the K-session @ partyworld.. though i agreed with you that session 2 was more fun.. hahaha...
will certainly miss the fun and good times we shared...

come to think of it.. U witnessed many of my "gila" antics.. heehee...

Yikes.. it's 430 already.. gotta get ready for service.. :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:31:00 PM

|

__________

*yay!*

I can finally say byeee to microsoft works! so u guys won't have problem opening my attachment!! Thanks long for the cd!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:01:00 PM

|

__________

Friday, February 11, 2005

*My EQ...*

Your EQ is

127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:06:00 AM

|

__________

Sunday, February 06, 2005

the sweet pinky sheep that r8ch gave me.. and it's still bundled up in the sasha's wrapper.. and hey gal.. u remembered that I fell in love with this sheep when we went bday shopping for ya cell member last year! :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 5:55:00 AM

|

__________

*closer to You, I wanna be*

Ever intimate walk... I know i need to draw even closer to my Maker... was reminded constantly... even when I was walking.. when I was reading... and today's sermon for S2 & s3 summed it all... and watshino innermost desire is expressed in the song sang for service today... "cry"..
Can't live a day without Your Presence, closer to You, I wanna be.... My soul crys out for more of You, my Lord... There's nobody else that could take Your place in my heart!

and it's 15 minutes to 6am now!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

lost in You alone
is where I wanna be
to hear Your voice
softly in my ear
You whispher words to me
that I am Yours

can't live a day without Your Presence
closer to You I wanna be

my soul crys out for more of You, my Lord
my portion and hope
I closed my eyes and feel You near
there's nobody else that could take Your place
in my heart

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 5:47:00 AM

|

__________

*the long period of silence*

ha... I'd not abandon my blog...
Tooo bUsy and overwhelmed with all that's going on...

Yeah.. finally finished copied my sermon notes (left one cg and weekend service) in my note book... yes.. I'd procrastinated in doing them.. and to some.. u might be wondering why bother... hmmm guessed that the perfectionist nature in me just want things to be perfect... kekeke...
and i finally typed out the MOM for last week meeting.. [will pass to u guys later ya?] fresh out of hermione's microWORKs... long.. can lend me the disc so that u guys can see .doc instead of .rtf? thanks!!

hmmm a quick update...
WAs on 2 days MC {tues & wed} hmmm shivering, muscle ache, bloaty stomach & nausea feeling after i came back from lunch on Tues (was packing half way..schelduled to shift on wed).. turned out I'd a 38.2 degree fever... went home after doc's visit and man.. the next 7 hours were painful to go thru ... and yikes.. didn't actually wanted to take leave on wed cuz was supposed to be on this leadership course.. but then.. felt rather sick in the morning.. so ya.. didn't turned up for work (was supposed to be resting at home @ doc's order).. felt better towards evening so went for prac... missed the vocal warm-Ups.. (i remembered the hour-long warm-ups we always had in my sec sch choir... it was actually fun!!)

hmmm THURSday was a Oh-my-GOsh! I went back to my new location and was surprised at the efficiency of my officers... *yikes* nevertheless I was on course.. (part b of the leadership course) so ya.. the real feeling of a team leader had yet sunk in.. except that when i returned from course (which was a great course and hmmm those principles that i missed that was taught in the module a ~ which i would be taking in mar ~ are very applicable...) i got some urgent cases to settle .. which explained why i took the cab (which mr cab driver took me on a tour of the mei ling street and sterling st ~ that resulted me in being later than late!!) ..

Friday was hectic..managed to vent some of my frastruation@ someone who sms me... heehee.. but u have 900 sms per month right... :) thanks ya!! :) left my watch @ office.. and my workstation in a state that resembles battlefield! [think my watch should be save as i doubt anyone would dare to step in!! hahaha... when i'm at work... it resembles battlefield..]

Saturday 5th Feb.. let me continue later ya... it's 5am now! gotta attend s5.. can't sing cuz gotta preserve my voice.. shouldn't had served this weekend cuz i was coughing profusely after the dancing part of "Gotta give Him".. its the phelgm @ work... :( [it was better for S3 though i did also cough cough a bit.. but s2 was yikes... i hoped it was not evident from my expression!]

okok.... i'll continue again later... though it will be another late entry cuz... should be home rather late....

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:45:00 AM

|

__________

*Princess's reCEnt Dreams

*Princess's Past Dreams