He reigns.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

*sWeetie is gonna be @ novena*

hmmm ya..the title is true... I'm still gonna be serving the government for another year.. and given the chance to reach out to more people @ the organisation...

it's not easy to give up when u've came so far...[today was the day of the interview i'd been waiting for] Yes, I know I will clear the interview.. but.. I wanna graduate from bible clear of debts! And when I sat down and count the cost.. [we live in the real world.. and like what my leader, bro Ryan said.. what really matters is what you're going to do after bible school...and I just felt that this was not the year on Tuesday.. and I have the peace of God with this decision that I'd made..] If the dream is from God, He will see it come to pass... well.. let just say that the seed is just taking root and I try to hurry it by adding fertilizer and tried to expedite the process of fruit bearing.. in short.. I'm trying to help God.. [Oh.. oh..]

I know that delay is not denial... and at the right time.. GOd will see that come to pass... like Sarah who deemed it impossible to bear a child @ their old age but the deemed impossible act came to pass in Gen 21.
[p.s. it's certainly not easy to tell my decision to my cgl and friends who knew.. ]

Well... God is good.. that I was given opportunity to take on added responsiblity with effect from 1 Feb.. Gonna have 4 officers reporting to me for work approving.. [and all of them are around longer than me.. some much longer....] (I can still remembered i used to say this.. the day i was made TL will be the day I leave...) but we Christians are all called to be leaders! Funny that 1 Feb was originally the date I was to tender my resignation... and now it was the day that I finally took on what I tried to shy away from for the past 3 + years.. And I really gotta thank my AM cuz I know that she did recommend me for this position.. and she told me that I should try my best to shine .. cuz it will aid me in the next promo!
I can forsee that I'm gonna develop the fruit of longsuffering and gentleness this year.. cuz I'll be dealing with taxpayers directly.. ya.. operations .. {ask and you shall receive, cuz i did told God that I wanted a job that will have more interaction with human than paper and more paper!..}

and lesson learnt :: you can't just run away from things that you don't wish to face.. you've to face it and conqueror it before you can go on to the next step..
2005.. a year of preparation.. !!

Gen 18:14~
Is anything too hard for the LORD? At the appointed time I will return to you, according to the time of life, and Sarah shall have a son.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:10:00 AM

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