He reigns.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

*i wonder again..*

didn't get to vOice out why i titled.. I wonder..

hmmm actually.. wonder who's reading my mundane life.. when i see no taggies, no comments.. and hahaha but my counter register no of hits daily... perhaps people cruised by here trying to find harry potter stuff but faile.. [cuz me name is hermione ... ]

aniwae.. feel free to read.. if i do happend to inspire u.. let me know .. else.. haha.. just take it that you're reading a fiction book.. which by the way is alive and kicking.. (:

:) i love green for time being.. no particular reason.. or hahaha rach.. maybe u will understand.. gotta do with the sms i sent u while u're filming.. :)
I will catch up wif u before u head to aussie ya... :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:56:00 AM

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*i wonder...i wonder...*

hmmm went thru's a myriad of experiences today [Monday]..
went from (: to :@ to :) to >.<>.< to :)
hmm shall not elaborate on (: to :@ to :) .. has its place in cyberspace somewhere blue... :)

>.< occurred when i boarded the train @ novena en route to bugis to meet emmy & jacelyn to view the wedding video & pix.. I have not seen him for a long time... since the bread days.. I was so surprised that when i looked up from my fone to see him sitting in front of me [hmm he was sitting down].. was listening to his iPod.. rather loud.. so ya.. dun wanna disturb him [actually felt kinda weird to chat to him after not meeting up for 7 yrs+]hmmm he's still look the same... and i was rather surprised to see that one of the gadget that appeared from his pocket mirrored to what I was holding.. well..hmm nothing really..cuz haha. .even if he ain't attached now [think he's la, from friendster's description]..cuz of the threads round his wrists!! unequally yoked mah... [hahaha.. don't think anyone know who i'm talking about... hehehe.. only sweetie knows the answer.. though i suppose ming would be guessing who am i talking abt since we're both from the once was hcjc]

:) cuz it was a good fellowship with emmy & mr & mrs wang.. and i never know that I was that "38" during the morning of mr & mrs wang's big day.. [p.s. that was not me really.. cuz i was rather sURprised that I was tasked to be the I/c on the ai-yee side..wellwell.. so ya.. i took on the 38 role.. ha. .but it was fun.. must add to the atmosphere rite?

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:36:00 AM

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

*time*check*4:29*

yes.. i know that I said that I wanna zzzzzzzzzz before 3am.. but.. just as I was abt to off the connection.. had a msn chat with max..
cleared sOme not so happy incidents.. start the slate clean.. and really brother.. thanks for ya feedback and advices and I gladly accept your challenge cUz (a) it's one of my goal (b) you're the 2nd person to ask me to change that aspect.. though he did not use the term u coined.. and.. I'm sure what should come to pass will come to pass... will keep praying..

now i need to sleep.. having brekie with parents @ 7+, going to the gym after that .. had not been there for months and i'd paid!! then gotta zip off to meeting then to chinese church... and prepare myself for monday cuz i need to meet a very attitude taxpayer on monday!!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:35:00 AM

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*sWeetie is gonna be @ novena*

hmmm ya..the title is true... I'm still gonna be serving the government for another year.. and given the chance to reach out to more people @ the organisation...

it's not easy to give up when u've came so far...[today was the day of the interview i'd been waiting for] Yes, I know I will clear the interview.. but.. I wanna graduate from bible clear of debts! And when I sat down and count the cost.. [we live in the real world.. and like what my leader, bro Ryan said.. what really matters is what you're going to do after bible school...and I just felt that this was not the year on Tuesday.. and I have the peace of God with this decision that I'd made..] If the dream is from God, He will see it come to pass... well.. let just say that the seed is just taking root and I try to hurry it by adding fertilizer and tried to expedite the process of fruit bearing.. in short.. I'm trying to help God.. [Oh.. oh..]

I know that delay is not denial... and at the right time.. GOd will see that come to pass... like Sarah who deemed it impossible to bear a child @ their old age but the deemed impossible act came to pass in Gen 21.
[p.s. it's certainly not easy to tell my decision to my cgl and friends who knew.. ]

Well... God is good.. that I was given opportunity to take on added responsiblity with effect from 1 Feb.. Gonna have 4 officers reporting to me for work approving.. [and all of them are around longer than me.. some much longer....] (I can still remembered i used to say this.. the day i was made TL will be the day I leave...) but we Christians are all called to be leaders! Funny that 1 Feb was originally the date I was to tender my resignation... and now it was the day that I finally took on what I tried to shy away from for the past 3 + years.. And I really gotta thank my AM cuz I know that she did recommend me for this position.. and she told me that I should try my best to shine .. cuz it will aid me in the next promo!
I can forsee that I'm gonna develop the fruit of longsuffering and gentleness this year.. cuz I'll be dealing with taxpayers directly.. ya.. operations .. {ask and you shall receive, cuz i did told God that I wanted a job that will have more interaction with human than paper and more paper!..}

and lesson learnt :: you can't just run away from things that you don't wish to face.. you've to face it and conqueror it before you can go on to the next step..
2005.. a year of preparation.. !!

Gen 18:14~
Is anything too hard for the LORD? At the appointed time I will return to you, according to the time of life, and Sarah shall have a son.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:10:00 AM

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*another year to build my foundations...*

though I'd not spoke things close to heart to my lil brother for long.. {not that we're not on speaking terms..just that lesser opportunities.. since both of us got different commitments} but talking to him on Friday ( U're the 2nd person that I confided in.. first being the pixie one) really encouraged me! Well.. he's certainly matured lotsa and.. eUgene... thanks! really, I'm okie..cuz got the peace from God mah!!

since Thurs.. these couple of verses were stuck in my head.. it was a passage that I came across during my QT sometime last year [Jn 21:15 to 19].. once again..tonite.. it came back again.. when Pastor Chee Kiang talked to us and when brother Ryan was debriefing long, terence and myself after that... ya.. I will do what I failed to do last year.. though I may have slipped last year.. like what Pastor KOng shared in service tonight.. one will emerge even more victorious after you've came out of the valley...

and.. I will keep to my resolution to sleep before 3am![thank U eugene and yili for reminding me again and again!]

sunday.. another long day ahead.. but am glad cuz am not doing this unto myself... but for His kingdom.

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:53:00 AM

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Friday, January 21, 2005

*reflections...*

have u ever encounter situations whereby you're stuck with a person which the starting pOint of ya conversation revolves ard very han2 xuan1 topic and my usual response would be (. opp downtown east...opp novena.. I'm working... ooh my wOrk is.. oo U wORK on Sat -applicable prior to the 5day work week- wonder how many times i need to explain.. i work one full sat, rest 2 sat- lost count!:o) when u've known the person for a few mths now.. ==> haha.. that happened..once again today..

ha.. why did I bring this up?? cuz i realised i'd not dropped by one of my pal's blog for a long time (cuz 4got the link... ).. went in and read a few of the recent entries...

What make or break in a relationship or cause a r/s to stagnant?
ONE-way or TWO-way communication? Well.. like clapping of hands.. it takes two to clap... to proceed on to another level.. u cannot keep revisting the same mundane topic [as if this is a pre-programmed FAQs] again and again... well it takes time..and effort from both parties..

recall how your buddy buddy friendship were foostered? thru interactions, communications... = equates to spending time with one another...

Truly... there was a period of time when i first went to my 1st cg [2nd to be technically correct] that i just felt that i couldn't bear going.. [Ops.. some of u might not be aware...apologies.. but i was just a nf then!!] remember that there was once i did on purpose sat by myself during svc cuz i just don't feel like seeing them... ha.. turned out that the rest of my evening was ruined.. why? cuz i don't felt belonged.. felt like an intruder to the big family whereby everyone knows everyone and everyone don't know me and doesn't seemed to be interested... [to me most were kinda superficial] it was kinda bad to the point that i was sooo frastrated and wanna be out.. and i called meiwen and.. started sobbing..

Then... I was reminded by Holy Spirit of this hand-clap theory... and it dawned on me that i can take the initiative and be open, be genuinely interested in their lives too, by opening my mouth instead of waiting to be spoken to.. and ya.. spend TIMe too.. [ha.. most of them were students then.. what to expect them to ask except.. how's ur work.. was among the minority population that don't study..]

am sooo glad that i did that.. else.. i won't have my two dotters:claire&brilly..and my palies :vory, long, r8ch, eugene..

well... enuff said abt the past.. Going fORth... one of the goal i've set is to get to know (making sure it's a two-way, not a one-way exchange) my cell members better.. [been thru' the shoes of a new friend.. know how it felt]
the same apply to my non-believer-friends...

One can't help but to love the people around you when you're filled with God's love...

As for the friend who inspired me to blog this *at a quarter to seven in the mOrning... i hope i did not come across as one of the labelled "superficial" [though.. i wonder if u will get to read this?] really hope to get to know u more than a "how's ur day" friend .. as for me.. the blog side of me is truly a reflection of yours truly...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 6:59:00 AM

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*serene..*

Once again.. I've stayed past my zzzz hOurs...
tooo sleepy to blog fUrther..[actually not that sleepy now...]

in shOrt.. this wEEk has been fULL Of changes..

well..All I can say @ this Juncture.. God's ways are higher than our ways.. and don't flow with your gut feel but really open your ears to hear ..

hmmm since wide awake.. let me go seek His presence..

love this new look and the song...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 5:32:00 AM

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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

*soMeone knocked on my dOOr...*

ha! got three messages in my inbox.. (at wholivesnearyou.com)
eh.. the first gUy used a pusedo picture.. (andy lau!) and the other is a puffer & drinker... and they are all yOUNger than me!!! accidentally blocked the andy lau guy [though i don't mean to.. but eh.. u're only 21!!] and the other gUy.. is well 23! [though from his pic, he looks kinda charming.. stays @ dr 4.. wow.. pretty near leh.. but too bad.. ur description of yourself had put me off greatly..]
the 3rd One is un-mentionable!!YikeSS!Gee.. wonder why i attract these funny people... puZZled...

hmmm today.. I came to this verse: Lk14:28... punched some keys.. unfolded the hidden... and wonder why for the past weeks.. I had this little unease in me... despite of all.. Suddenly all came to light.. hmmm to be continued when time's right... [think only the pixie-one knows what I'm talking abt... thanks for ya email this moRning...]

think my xanga_site got spider-webs now... let me go visit it... :)
[p.s. I know it's late.. but just finished my MOM... so still rather fresh...]

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:29:00 AM

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Monday, January 17, 2005

*urgh...*

urgh... was on mc today..cuz the coughing was getting on my nerves.. yikes.. slept like a log after taking the meddie @ 1+.. still groggy now... to be continued...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:37:00 PM

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

*dUst and I.. don't click!*

hmmm not on dUty today.. looking at the mountains piling up.. in terms of clothes - [washed/ not sorted & hanged]; sermon notes and bulletins [dear ushers.. i dutiful take the bulletins home and till date.. have not thrown them away yet.. i think i still have my 1st bulletin!][and i've the habit of re-writing the sermon notes.. oo.. that's my habit ~ one way... get to refresh memory and ya.. easier to refer to when i need to...]; my assortment of bags.. [i realised i got many bags! big, small.. hand-carried, sling ~ ha.. goodiegood.. need not waste $$ on bags!]

and the result of mini-spring cleaning.. Dust and more dust.. and some missing stuff.. like my pick.. earrings.. heehee... clothes remained covered under a blanket ontop of my bean bag.. [will sort them when i get home later] bags will be sashed away in cupboard.. BUT.. my facial tissue detested the dust.. Thank God the red blotches and patches had subsided..

hmmm wonder when the interview will be... relationship between mom better now.. cuz had been spending time with her loh.. hmmm it will be easier to break the news ya.. ~ though my dad will be diff one..

hmmm explored wholivesnearyou.com .. I'm amazed to find there are actually people in my block on it as well. but they are still studying.. :)

hmm.. to be continued... [time to leave for service!}

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:30:00 PM

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*the day i decided to blog in chinese*

Alas.. this layOut doesn't allow me to blog in chinese... so post it in the otherblog instead[click+here]

yay... it's 15 January... another month to a new start!! [still haven't sign up with any tuition agency yet...will do that soon]

oo.. today.. ms *e* from the finance department dampened my day by informing via email she did not receive my receipt for a medical claim.

Note the invoice was dated in JUNE 04, miss *e* called for verification in sEpt 04 ~ i dutifully submitted to her in-tray on that very afternoon [instinctively made coPies of all three invoices..2 small one, and one A4 size from polyclinic ~ thank God that I did...]:: 22 Oct 04, miss *e* sent an email to inform that she did not receive the original invoice from some of us ~ she did a bcc~ 10 minutes later, i sent her an email ~ cuz lunch time, she not ard when i called her~ to inform her that I'd furnished the original earlier in sept, told her that if she can't find the original, to contact me as I'd made a copy. She never replied.. so i thought it was resolved.

Today (after more than 2 months!!)@ 4+, i received an email stating that she had tried calling me many times but to no avail [nOte: i've voicemail function.. and she did not leave any voice mail, neither did she left me at least an email AND i was not on extended leave during these couple months and i was almost always @ my workstation! ~ unless training/meetings] this was the final reminder , demanding an explanation why i did not furish the original invoice, whether i had kept the original invoice, and why i refuse to respond to her at her 1st reminder(?? I did!!)... and demanded recovery actions to be taken against me if i don't respond to her by 18 Jan !

I was flabbergasted when i saw her mail.. I mean.. I responded to her mails within an hour [the KS me kept a copy of the emails that I'd sent] and she claimed that I did not reply.. or respond.. and the PARADOX was that I'd submitted three invoices together.. personal delivery to her in-tray.. and the missing piece was the LARGEST piece!! And guess what she replied when i told her that i did email her that I had submitted the original invoices and told her to contact me if she still can't locate the originals.. "O.. I'd too many emails. too bUSY to reply" yet she accused me of not replying to her request and that she tried to find me high and low but failed.. [hey.. you will leave a voicemail, an email if you are in urgent need to find someone right...] and guess what, she actually just glanced at the invoice, and returned it back to me.. [??] i asked her if she needed the copy since she did not have the original.. she then realised that and took it back!!! Urgh! am very disgusted @ her nonchalant response.. hey, i'm not bound to the desk 24-7. my job scope requires me to call on traders for info, and the meetings /sharing sessions are not held at my workstation and for goodness sake.. there is an action labelled as "leaving a message"] and her ability to play tai-ji! [p.s. i think she'd been working there for years]

I have the urge to complain to my friends @ finance.. which i think one of them would be her reporting AM.. but i didn't.. CUZ.. graciousness and i won't be there for long... and this sOng that i love to sing to people who went thru' bad things came to play.. "these things I've spoken unto you..."I repented of the whiff of sarcarsm when i spoke to her.. but she should know what really happen and not to make the same mistake again.. Am soooo happy to be leaving there... place that progress not that much.. and matter of fact.. rather inflexible.. and red tapes abound.. (slight improvement from when i initially worked there... )

hmmm what brightened up my day was ::
a plate of Rojak @ toaPayoh central, blk 177[yummy! oo went there fr dinner with mOm.. one of the groundwork for news breaking ceremony later this mth) and the sweet guy who returned my small & inconspicious m:phosis pouch holding $30:: I guessed he was the next occupant that sat @ my table and he probably saw me digging into my big bag for something.. just as i was abt to head back to the table for my pouch.. he asked if I'd dropped that.. Thank You!! hmmm can't recall his appearance... but think kinda cUte.. (:

hmmm throat kinda itchy.. I hope it will not developed into a cough.. have been drinking lotsa h20 lately... wonder if the meeting is still on later ?? no sms nor call yet... i think i'll sms him..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:38:00 AM

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Friday, January 14, 2005

*A woRD of encouragement*

read a couple of my friends' blog...

seems that FYP giving the final year NTU-ies sOme headaches... and i thot mine was bad enuff to change the scope @ Oct/nov.. guys.. hang in there.. U'll not just make it BUT ace it!! kiki,, dun be afraid to meet ya prof ok.. have confidence!!!! will pray for ya...

urgh.. gotta get my CV in order... (:

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz now..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:42:00 AM

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*When you believe.. [continued...]*

the song playing in the background is from the OST of Prince of Egypt..
caught this movie @ the phrase when i was still worldly.. but nevertheless.. I was inspired by this song.. [though the feeling then is that yes.. "I" can do it..inspite of all..i.e I believe in me..~ badbad mistake.. but then again.. i was still lost in the world.. my ntu days..]

was actually listening to the one of the emerge sermons on my berry.blueberry [ha.. that's the name of my iPod mini!] it was on the Power of God.. what pricks me was that..some of the things that I do.. was sorta more via my own strength than reliance on God's strength.. [ya and you know the consequence.. burnt out... no lasting results.. ] Many of the tiny slips, major slides of my 2004 was due to the "I" factoR.. the i in the mid of "prIde"... the "i" axle...BUT it's not i who lives but Christ who lives in me.. went thrU quite a bit last year.. gotta be vigilent and keep self in check . else the rest of 2005 will be... kekeke...

Yes... my months from MAr onwards is still one that I don't know who's it's gonna be.. but am expecting something to happen.. [good of course (:] ya.. no doubt i'd been called up for the interview yet.. but i know that it will turn out to be awesOme..

more important... when doubts sipped in... the Still Small Voice said " Believe in Me".. like the song "when you believe", there can be (and will be) miracles when you believe!!
Waiting for a couple of these
:: a breeze to break the news to my folks [nope they don't know yet]
:: a part-time job that pay really well [lOans to settle as well as bills] ::

in sPite of what's to come .. sweet will reJoice and keep rejoicIng...

meanwhile... stop procrastinating and sign up with the online tuition sites.. (:

Ps37:4 & 5

Delight yourself also in the Lord,And He shall give you the desires of your heart.

Commit your way to the Lord, Trust also in Him,And He shall bring it to pass.

Philippians 4:4

Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!

sleeping soon, had been wOrking late these past nites.. :(

[oo had a weird dream last nite.. hmmm... wonder why..]

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:15:00 AM

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*When you believe*

Verse 1
Many nights we pray
With no proof that anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we know we could

Chorus
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

Verse 2
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

Bridge
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way
Get through the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says hope is very near

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:48:00 AM

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

*sUnflower..*

hmmm met up with cat & jo for dinner (:
haVen't met up for a long time... :) well..despite the service @ the coffeeclub ain't that fantastic.. enjOyed the fellowship.. and sWeet cat boUght fish & i a stalk of sunFlower!!!
see piCture.. [taken with the 1st Gen camera fone, so the resolution ain't that good.. still better than nothing!!]

i can't resist to change the blog outlook to a less kiddy but sweet theme...

okok.. i'm going zzzzzzzzzzzz...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:55:00 AM

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jojo & me with sunnies from cat!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:46:00 AM

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

*I sing...*

giggle..giggle.. haha... had a fun KTV session just now.. went to partyworld/cha.ren.zi.jia with gary, munhon,adrian,dexing and darren.. ha.. yup.. am the sole sister aMong the bros.. and more bros came along.. tunyong (a new friend) and timothy..(from cch).. only when emmy & szeling came at 9+ that i'm not the sOle gal in the rOOm.. always had good fun when i go ktv with gary, munhon & adrian.. kekeke.. [matter of fact, i didn't actually wanna go today cuz.. realised that I'm the only gal going.. and me don't really know them that well.. BUT one of my goal is to get to know my members better.. so ya..]
but then.. my chinese still stinks..[in sense that it take time to sight read lyrics and catch the tune.. still avid fan of class.. ] wellwell.. not entirely my fault but am now more open/ receptive to chinese pop..[ya.. in a way, i was a stinking katang who don't like chinese pop since JC.. ha.. now embracing chinese culture and really.. chinese pop more hap now than it was then..]

was talking to this brother from children church..am actually inspired/encouraged by him cuz he was also doing acc before going sot (back in 97/98) and right now working as a graphic designer after pursuing dip @ poly after sot.. it takes courage and FAith to step into your destiny and calling... YAY! I'm one step closer to thAt place.. Feb 14 would be step ONE..

okok... gotta take my spiritual bath now... [Sleeping before 3am is one of my goal.. guess gotta compromise a bit today]
did this skin within one hr. [during lunch] .. just use it for fun... :) or maybe for good

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:01:00 AM

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Sunday, January 09, 2005

*period of nonsensical blabber*

had just managed to make my blog more friendly to u guys.. :)

resUlt of looking at the scripts in my template made me a wee-bitsy crappy... Victim of overdOsage of nonsEnsical babber: pixie*bUnny* who went zzz after drinking her potato soup..

actually mOrning wasn't that fantastic.. cUz i Woke up to a bAD headache.. i guess was due to the "job search" yesterday... went to register myself at a couple of agencies... resPonse not that gOOd.. in fact i was rather DEPRESSED and ya.. thoughts of "why don't I just go with the norm and go on with the job that i'm dragging my feet to?" the more i endulge in this negative thOughts.. the more depressed and doubtful i was.. AND i'm prepared even to take a 50% pay cut.. but yikes.. no +ve reponse.. Guess wOrse come to wORse.. full time tutoring then....

but wanna say a bigg THANK YOU! to my dear friend rachel.. thanks for taking a day off to accompany me to visit the agencies...and gal.. am soo happy for ya when u told me the status of ya report.. hmmm will definitely miss ya BIG time when ya away @ downUnder.. [though u might be rather :) cuz someone is just twenty minutes away by flight rite?)]~~~ hey can let me see creamcream b4 u leave...?

however.. the negativity and headache went away after service ended.. AMEN! but mind too bogged up.. let me clear them up before i blogged them ya..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:16:00 AM

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Thursday, January 06, 2005

*5 days, 3 skins..*

yUp.. this should till end of Jan.. :)
enOugh of changes... :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:34:00 AM

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*the One where sWeetie Squeaked...*

Yikes.. not the least prepared... hmm... O.. u might be wOndering for what.. oo... i went for the children church audi.. yikes.. sOmehow.. my diaphram crammed when it's time to sing.. ha.. signs of nervOusness.. weelll.. actUally if qi din sOrta encouraged me to go for the audi.. I guessed i won't prolly go for it.. Cuz.. still kinda daunted by previous bv audi (in which i cROaked.. cuz ya.. I was having a SOre thORat with 50% vOice and being nervOus.. wat came out was Yikes.. ) hmmm kinda surPrised that bro jae actually noe me.. ha with an un-pronouncable and less than usual name.. guess will sorta leave an impression..

this time rOund... eh.. actually slightly better.. but eh.. it doesn't sound like the usual Sweetie me.. (ya.. by now.. I realised that I'd a shArp Voice.. though the it sOunded low & deep to me.. eh.. ) hmm well if i didn't make it.. ha.. there's always next time rOund.. at least I'm not having a cold.. despite being arOund many viRUs carriers last week... Good start to new year.. cUz.. I'm healthy!! yay!! {eh.. cuz due to the unique shape of my lUngs. ~ oo.. my left lung smaller than my right.. & me windPipe sorta tends towards the left.. if I'm down with flu.. somehow it will take longer than usual to recover cuz eh... can't remember what's the exact reason.. last may /june I was actually sick for 1 month plus and was on mc for eh.. one week in total.. ha..someone labelled me as MC Queen.. :(.. went for XRAy @ SaTAs cuz GP fear TB... Praise the LOrd it turn out that i've unique lungs.. } aniwae.. will have better health.. and ya.. keep meself healthy and i will zzz earlier...

hmmm re-learn two sOngs we learn prior to christmas.. love them both.. sis ally has such a gorgeous vOice.. & i really love the worship sOng.. such beautiful lyrics.. a Love sOng to God...
hmmm it's really different to sing as a chOir and when u're in the congregation/cell... hmmm.. its the atmOsphere.. and really... I hOpe I don't have to cOme to a pOint to choose btw cg and chOir... time flies.. have been in chOir for 1.5 years le.... hmmm getting into chOir hasn't been easy.. ha.. guessed that it was the 3rd or 4th application forms before i was called up for audi in Jul 03.. it's not being able tO be seen on stage that made wanna serve in chOir... really :) to be able to lead others into God's Presence.. and tO minister thrU' our vOice... :) that feeling is... "fei bi mo ke xing rong"..

hmmm it's 2am.. later gonna meet up with the cellhelpers.. hmmm hOpe it'll be a fruitful and effective meeting.. sorta like 1st meeting that was initiated by us.. :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:55:00 AM

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heehee.. was actually chatting with r8ch online.. hmmm she has this trojan horse in her system.. hmmm was trying to help her but her pc loading veryvery slowly... hmmm aniwae hermione being rather IT-not-savy (ha..despite having a minOr in IS.. kekeke), couldn't help much.. so SOught the help OF Max.. hmm so ya..Max despite her not being able to rectify.. cuz her system just hUng.. hmm she said.. THANKS!!

hahha rachel.. advertisement for ya... hmmm not that ad we were talking abt thru email this noon...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:50:00 AM

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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

*aNother 3am blog..*

eh... i noe one of my gOal is to Sleep befOre 3Am.. but.. was dOing serious stUff mah.. ~ talking to lian regarding cell... i'm tooo cheong hei.. haha or both oF us are... Urgh.. Forgot to sms the peeps.. let me do it now.. (dun think their fOnes on.. so wont disturb them..}

I've yet changed another blogskin.. realised that my past rambles don't show up cuz.. they are in multi-colours.. (if ya want, u can jUz highlight the section...) aniWae.. thOught this look like what i wanna do.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I realised that the mOst attractive place in my rOOm to me is my bed..

Yikes.. was actually sOrting my clothes when lain called.. Got a mountain of clothes on me bed.. actually on my bean bag but gotta hang them up else face music from mOm...

Caught a Free mOive just now.. cUz my bro got this invites (he always does.. he does movie reviews ~ free lance.. hahaha got to be aUnty and watched free TVB new drama series cUz of this.. ) O.. it's the new Jude Law movie.. Alfie.. actually he was kinda cUte and attractive when clean-shaven.. but.. urgh.. as the show went on.. i 'm counting down to when the credits roll.. gist of story: guy is has a commitment phobia (wat's new) and after countless of relationship [based on bodily contact] realised that he does want to commit.. ha.. but tooo late.... started rather witty.. but ending.. eh.. go watch it if u fancy jude law (he sure has a very cUte smile.. )..else.. ditch it..

hmmm had a very comforting revelation.. was talking to me bro.. wellwell.. he was too intending to further his studies.. but his being the conventional kinda study.. (eg like another degree, masters) mom is actually ok with him so long (a) he provides for the family & (b) prOvides from himself.. hey.. meaning that if I find a job.. (haha before i quit.. which am embarking ..thanks little pixie for agreeing to rOam tanjOng pagar with me on fri).. yeah! God's ways are higher than my ways! Despite me have not communicated to her that I will quit and go bible school next month (haha used to be next year.. now - next mth..) it will be fine... (:

.. haPPiE.. hAppiE...
now.. go level the mOuntain and do wat i need to do... :)
yay! chOiR practice is On... :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:45:00 AM

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Monday, January 03, 2005

*hmmm*

urgh.. still figuring out how to add the comments in... meanwhile.. pls tag me if u wanna comment! :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:40:00 AM

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*another new loook......*

heeheee.. i changed my blogskin again...

mmm.. like this.. though rOse not my fave flowers.. but... like the pinky look.. so me right??
heehee... i can hear the familiar 3 letters ringing in the backgrd! kekeke... [think i will revert to my purple-dream theme sooon... the one that lasted for 2 days!]

hmm got sOme more christmas pressie... a pj from iVory & claire... [am wearing it now.. so sweet..so girl..so me! >.<>claire & iVory] long, dangling earrings from qi.. [wore it during s3 while serving.. was sorta distracted cuz it kept hitting my collar.. kinda long.. but i loved it!! thank yOu jadyn!], lovely nOtebOOk frOm r8ch ... do mo arigato. and a PINK knitted shawl from ming..[hey u like urs pressie???]

did a very bimboic thingy tis noon.. ha.. cuz was caught off guard after wrapping cgls' appreciation gift when i emerged from the kitchen to do a self intro and wish for new year.. hahaha.. i said World Peace!! kekekeke...

did not get to makan the delicious smelling brownies that monique baked.. (and all the other gOOdies.. for the appreciation cell.. ya my cg kinda lagged.. apprecation for 2004 in 2005!! but still the same weekend!] cuz was rUnning late for chinese church...

hmm liked the cutey sheep that was given @ appreciation cell.. soo sweet like me.. hmm eugene said that we did much for the cell.. actually not really la.. actually i could have done more.. but i didn't... shall not make the same mistake again... [since it's hiStory.. no POint repeating.. eRaSed!]

was talking to one of the choir bros.. hmmm kinda drained by the constant calling, response of his members and sorta feel that he was not cut out for it.. hmmm i was kinda surprised to see his serious side cuz usually he sounded so jovial and happy go lucky and crappy at times.. hmm dun think u'll be readin this..but aniwae... Jia You.. if God has called you, he will empower u..

finally did took out the guitar from the sleeping case.. kanna "suan" by yili.. aIyo.. he wanna test me end of the month.. so.. ha.. practise lor.. hmmm was kinda getting the hang when my fingers prOtested.. [after one hour...]

hmmm o... i know i can get a job.. and it will not only tide me thru SOT.. it will be better than that! :) cUz I heard! and i received by faith!! :) Amen!

time-check: 2:53 am.. ha... i need to sleep.. ciAo!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:54:00 AM

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Sunday, January 02, 2005

*crappy....*

someone just said that me crappy/cranky recently... ):

well.. i love crabs.. i don't really crap.. if i crap..i'm trying to de-stress.. ya.. a facade... aniwae.. i crap only to certain people.. [those who know me well enough to know that that's aint me.. hahaha so to most.. i'm quite normal... borring to some extent?]

hmmm me certainly not gonna cranky... but kinda apprehensive.. but hmmm obedience is better than sacrifice... waiting is certainly not a good feeling.. and hiding the innermost words not easy.. and i gotta do it soon... the breaking of the news...

hmmm it's better that one unhappy than all unhappy rite???

i'm still quite sane... very sane... i chose to put on a mask of crank cuz i guessed most would like to see a tomato than a bittergourd rite?

simplicity is beauty....

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:18:00 AM

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Saturday, January 01, 2005

*the 1st day of 2005*

happie 2005! yay! Had been awake more than 26 hours already! Just revamped my blog.. new year new look...

ha.. had an enjoyable time to experience the transit of 2004 to 2005..
had dinner with vory, claire and shaoyang.. hmmm then me zipped off to cityhall to meet chris and yili to the corrinne may concert.. hey.. I was memerised by her voice! despite of the tiny technical hiccup.. she played well... and haha.. considering to get her album... :) huiling joined us in midst of the concert... gal.. u take care of yaself okie...

hmmm then the four of us (claire, shaoyang, yili, me) went to watch "meet the fockers".. it was a "hahahaha" show... (though the sleep bug striked me for approximately 5min.. ) like the part where by babyjack spoke his first word ~ sounds like a-hole... [p.s. dun bring ya baby bro or sis to watch this show!)

after movie ate our brekkie.. which i couldnt finish (haha imagine eating rice @ 4:30am??)..took a stroll along orchard road.. man.. I was appalled at the tonnes of rubbish.. ( I really can't stand the snow/streamers that strangers on the road sprayed at peeople.. Urgh.. somehow.. I managed to be attacked despite the shunning.. was attacked while crossing the road! Ah.. tian li he zai!)

hmmm for once.. I stayed awake for the whole nite for the year to transit to another... hmmm different year, with different peeps.. different feeling... but this year was fun! :)

Urgh.. I lost one earring.. must have dropped it at Pan Pac.. and my grey giordano brolly...but it was a fun evening... now 2005 has commenced... hahaha..exciting time ahead..

ooo.. rach.. thanks for ya sample resignation letter... :) hmmm too bad u couldn't join us...

okok... let me get some zzzz ... a couple of hours is better than none.. (ya, me serving today!) praying hard that the coughing bug won't get to me!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 9:55:00 AM

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