He reigns.

Friday, July 30, 2004

*Rising Up!! *

Hellos... Just hang up with Lian.. heehee.. she sms me @ ard 12:10 to ask if I'm sleeping.. (something she doesn't know about me... ) so I called her.. so vick and long if you happen to have long pauses while chatting with me... pardon me....

btw... yili... thanks la... i know when i sms last wed.. u had your ups & downs too... but like what Brother ryan said in cell today... it's feels really good to turn ard and stll see ur fellow bros and sis around... i turned and saw u and vick... :) i think 3 years from now... we will definitely still be around and definitely another level... I was kinda not too good when still over min stuff when Brother ryan was preaching... hey let me back track..

actually my day @ work was pretty yucky cuz i was way behind schedule... so ya..with the "break" from min.. and the horrifying national day thingy next week... i'm really stressed... (it was soo last min that I did Chris & jacelyn card ar 5+) and managed to do the songsheet @ 2+... so was kinda worn out by the time I got to Ziv's @ 7.. nope i didn't have dinner... was practising in the room with sis siew choo & brother ryan...and gutiarist long as well... suddenly i feel so "extra" that why am i dOing here... what i lacked... ya.. a douse of self-esteem. .so times it's like i will demean myself.. negative thots... so it's like what my "daughter" Claire & sis Gwen shared with me.. (reinforced by bro ryan) counter them with God's promises...And man.. during p&w.. i felt my hair stood up... (it did not stand up literally) can feel His presence in the room.. then when we prayed in tongues... man... His Presence was sooo strong that all my hair stood up (somewhat like being in a magnetic field...) and even my neck.. i was trying hard not to feel tickled.. and giggle.. cuz.. man.. but it was good.. times of refreshing... :)

then during the sermon.. bro Ryan shared this... that when God called me... He has already prepared me... i.e.. if i fail to perform/deliver... it's not that I'm not called.. but rather... I neglected what I was to do... cuz i was rather :( due to the break... but... Holy Spirit spoke to me... that I was indeed walking in my calling... just that I slacked and took a detour.... what i yearned for will not happen overnite but... surely it willl.... thoughts of dropping choir over cell came to mind.. cuz last week.. i was off.. and with the cell... somehow... I was more happy serving the cell... cuz not doing choir let me interact with the members, talk to the new friends.. to really serve.. I may not know when, how.. but surely, it will be sooon... i need to buck up... and step Up & OUT!

hee.. i managed to talk to lian.. to "psychoed" her to jOin NTU min... (cuz she wasn't that willing.. " heehee PTL... am glas.. that I have the oppty to serve cell again this weekend... but am very :) to see that I've left my mark (hahaha) in vick and lian... cuz sometimes when i give them bs.. I lack the faith to deliver... but all u need is not power sermon.. but a good and open heart... heehee
going o'nite prayer meeting later.. yay! but gving VIcky bs first... am very happy to see pple growing.. : ) i need to too... ttataat!!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:06:00 AM

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Thursday, July 29, 2004

*make*Up*

heehee..
was supposed to be the make-up model for Cat.. ended up being the model for ivan (eh.. my lips had a brief encounter with his palm... not very nice feeling... ) anyway.. the theme was 1930s.. aniwae cat did my foundation and eyebrow (1930s look ~ Starlet eyebrow ~ aka one line shaped like a C turned 90 degrees clcokwise) then she became model for another make-up artiste.. then me became the model for ivan who was i learnt from cuiqi's friend.. that it was his 1st time too.. 1 ) man... I'd a bitsy of shock when he told sis irene that he doesnt know how to use the eyebrow curler.. (man.. i was thinking. there goes my eyelid.. phew, he was okie la.. )... poOr guy doesn't own make-up.. he only got make-up set.. can't blame.. he's a guy.. and new.. ghmmm despite the color used on my lips was blood red (that's the IN color for 1930s.. ) i like the taste of the lip color (think it was a chanel palatte).. I think brother ben like the red color, he saw and was telling the make-up artiste that he was tempted to use that red on one of the BV this weekend.. but dun tink the BV might be willing.. heehee.. it was bright red.. very 30s feel... and I won;t wear it normally... and ivan was of so close proximity with me.. i can smell his hands & breathe,, ehh .. advice to him.. eat mints ( but didn tell him la).. he was pretty yOung and kinda shy.. but got the cool look... iit was fun.. heehee cuiqi was sitting opp me.. heehee...

took cab hOme with cuiqi and her friend.. somthink-shan cuz we all are easterners, cuiqi stays @ meville park ( whoops,, wOnder why never bump in to her before.. when we were at eugene;s godfather;s), her friend tp..

reached home.. tired... and ya i still need to birth 2 cards... and i'm very tired.. I QT first then see how,,, :P

yili.. tell me wat songs ok.. hmm i've faith that the original praise can kick la.. cuz when i saw his msg when i got home. got a shock cuz only saw that song once in svc.. for emerge ppl sligihtly more times...

ahhh tired... zzzzz

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:01:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

*Power of the Holy Spirit*

man.. today I went to office but I didn't wOrk... It's not that I dOn't want to.. but i was involved in the the ticketing of the national day celebration thingy.. spent morning consolidating orders.. then deposit $ ... tried calling couselee then makan lunch @ food Junction Novena Sq.. hey. the claypot chicken rice not bad .. the rice is actually bUrnt! yumz..

then spent the whole afternoon from 12:50 to 5:30 to "fill 35 branches' order" totalling to 16K .. yah. felt like a production worker... (all by hand.. and gotta re-perforate the sheets cuz sloppy wOrk done by the asst. social sec.. the hon social sec ahh... love the chinese martial arts tai chi... she got great eye poWer! ya.. i 'll stop lamenting.. ) Interesting to learn that my catholic friend's hubby is a free thinker.. she asked me and my friend (both of us are Christians) that CHristians have to marry Christians right (cuz I asked her doesn't her hubby need to be converted as well)... she said she doesn't want to impose her religion onto her hubby.. cuz all religions all meant abt doing good.. so long that the right moral values imparted to her children, she doesn't want to force her children (in future) to be catholics despite she would want to instil the catholic teachings to them.. I was like HUH??? Told her that it's not that we have to marry fellow Christians.. rather.. we believe that we should do so... (the other sister in Christ did not challenge her.. ) I would definitely want my loved ones to have eternal life... man... how can U accept the fact that you're going heaven and hubby going hell.. man... she felt that all religions boil down to the same.. doing good.. manman.. WOrks salvation.. man oh man... Argh.. felt that arguing against that but it ain't doing much good cuz I still need to work with her on the national day tingy &DnD...

ahh left office @ 2230..haha max called me.. ask me if I'm interested in getting ink pads & stamps (ehh actually i oredi have soMe.. ).. told him nope.. and ..etc.. then finish up my national day tingy packed and left.. man.. Bro Ryan called me 6+ to follow up on Mary.. btw she's my counselee that received salvation last sat.. (man I procrastinated in follow-up..resulting in my last min call this morning.. ) and give her reassurance on salvation.. man.. had the notes oredi.. never got the chance to use it.. except the mock up bs that Brother Andrew made me, rach & raymond to give him last year (b4 the reshufflement) hahaha.. had proceeded long way from there i think... (vick, lian rite?)

okies.. so i was left with no choice... finally when the train came over the tunnel @ bedok.. (it was already 9.. I called Mary.. was actually praying silently for wisdom to talk to her cuz (a) I didn't get the chance to talk to her after service last sat (b) she is 20 years my senior (c) i really dunnot what to talk to her on (d) i was trully clueless on how to start the cOnversation... man i was nervous when i talked to her, cuz like talking to someone that can be my mom... took me a couple of min to warm up... hmmm the flow got better when the train progressed nearer to home.... Thank You Holy Spirit for annoiting and wisdom to answer her questions.. and when i reached pasir ris..walked home cuz can't talk on bus.. noisy la... man.. I think she was really touched .. heehee.. and asked me where i stayed, when she realised (she stayed at bukit batok) it was that far, told me that if i stayed nearer can come to her place and chat (I was like hahahahha.. not bad la) heehee... i amazed myself... I talke to her for 20 mins!! hahaha...thank You Holy Spirit for Your annoiting!! yay! I'm bAck!
when i was in n181.. i talked to xiao meimei.. now in w110 i talked to aUnty.. LessOn learnt: I need to be able to relate to pple of different age grp.. dOn't let my age be the limits... heehee...

tmrw need to go office early cuz i hope myday wont be bUrnt.. need to clear my Workitems by Fri.. and tmrw I'm gOOna be cat's model for the 1930's theme.. she gave me this link http://www.sensibility.com/vintageimages/1930s/images/simplicitybeltdress.jpg
hahah, how can.. hmmm if it looks good.. I post online hahaha... :P

tmrw i will call my girls up... and the uncontactables... aHHh.. pHew. me not the main shepherd yet..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:53:00 PM

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*To achieve more with less!!*

heehee... just finish toking to rachel.. 2nr round of idle talk.. first was with yili then he zzzzzzz then rachel...

heehee rachel... heeeheee.. thanks fOr ya compliments! hmmmm let me see...
u're oNe of my clOset friend... heehee like wat i say.. my dearest friend wOuld be thOse that have sOrta some kind of misunderstanding heehee.. dunnOe why ...

wellwell... just now had a fantastic celebration @ siew choo's... hmmm on dunday..ming and i was planning.. hahha though ultimately he came knowing that we're celebrating for him.. i can see that he's tOuched... :) very blessed.. emmy drove me home.. after dropping ryan, then vick@ hall15.. then me before heading back to bukit batok with yili... THank U.. emmy.. U're sooo sweet!! :)
let me give thanks to God for giving me the creativity & productivity.. left office @ 530... reached Spotlight @ 550.. man.. still dOn't know how to make the card.. ahh all i have in mind is normal card.. thot of mounting board... can't find in spotlight.. hahha in the end thought of buying paper only then get the board from popular... then i saw the placemat of hardened paper mache material... then saw the heart shape one.. then the idea just came to mind.. hmmm.. then thot of using the cellgrp fotos.. (sad ah.. i sacrificed my 2 cell foto & oso the 2003 emerge fotos.. haha.. gotta reprint...) really love the final product... too bad.. ain't mine...

hmmm somehow it's the feeling... i mean if the inspiration comes..it comes... I have no plan.. ya.that's me... hmmm certain pple would have nicer cards.. I'm not pian xin.. but.. that's the flow .... so can't mass produce or make "mass cards" in advance.. that's why none of my cards are alike (frankly, i dun recall wat I'd done... maybe i should have taken a foto.. heehee)

aniwae.. we got ryan a 2 piece suit from X2... man.. way exceed budget ($200) that munhon gave.. dun disclose price la... but I think he deserves it... :) ard 15 pple turned up.. heeeheee... more bros than sis.. (but that's representative of my cell.. ) but good fellowship... hmmm funny.. just recall the 1st time I joined w110, i jOined them for the monday prayer meeting.. on Aug 18... hahah it's siewchoo's bday ( and i din even know, so no cards. ) we had a mini celebration!! heehee i started the celebrating bday tradition there by cards... hmmm Ryan was rather moved when some of us tOld him of our thots of him... hahha, as usual.. i was silent.. heehee silence speaks a thousand words.. But really I'm indeed very blessed by Brother Ryan... perhaps I'm under him while I was at a more matured stage... (but this one year in w110 was my most eventful year of my almOSt 3 years of Christian Walk... )... aniway, I really learnt lots from him.. and i really wanna thank him for the gentle shakes he gave... (hope there won't be 3rd time... ) and it's a real privillege to serve the cellgrp alongside him... as well as the rest of the helpers...

AS for my the other cgl.. bRother Andrew... he's my inspiration as well... personally, i must really thank him for his painsaking effort for making me to do my QT.. and him being there when i needed help... and he's really annoited.. can't hide much from him... and his pretty wife ..gwen.. heehee... one of the person whom i grew rather close... hahha sOmetimes like to tease me abt her pri sch classmate.. but she sOmeone that I will turn to when i got my pROblems.. veryvery easy to talk to...
hmmmm latelate le.. I gOtta zzzzzzzzzz but pray 1st...

later will be another hectic day for me... gotta go fulfill my duty as a social sub-commer... the coupons sale for our national day celebration.. then afternoon gotta learn the ketchup dance cuz they will do a MV filming for D&D... and ah... D&D.. (fortunately.. i need not perform again for D&D.. cuz in the sub-com.. hOpe Oct no big day.. if not.. ahhh) and on top of that I still have not churn out my letters to Singtel & pwc ahhh.. very technical... and i'm dry on technical knowledge... and my backlogs... ahhh ..things are soooo contradictory.. .the less time you have, the more you need to achieve.... and on top of that.. my spiritual walk recently is kinda spiral... up UP Up.. then down down down.. and Up.. esp last week... but thanks to my dotter to help me see some light... had scribbled this on my blackboard @ work : "A winner is one not one who never fails, but one who never quits" Dr Edward Louis Cole... many times i wanna give up cuz it's just sooooooo tiring to go on... cuz I'm like the car with flat tyre... & w/o fuel... I need more of Holy Spirit.. more of his power/ strength/ annoiting...

To achieve more with less! I need to clear 7 cases with 30 workitems by end of this week.. and i can't OT that much cuz mum not happy i not at home... and i've to help cat on wed.. and thurs got cg..and tues 's gone... ahhhh why i agreed to help in the sub-com knowing it's DnD year... ehhh... hmm it's all in His plan.. To achieve more with less! ooo! I haven't cOntact the new friend that responded to altar call last sat... result of procrastination.. gotta get her by 12nn... I need to priortize!! To achieve more with less! ahhh boss just passed me something to read b4 i left with regards to the research i need to do but shelved it for 2 weeks!! Holy Spirit.. help me be an efficient & effective persOn later...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 4:04:00 AM

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Monday, July 26, 2004

*sleepie time*

Yo!.. My eyes are like slit... I wanna sleep soon.. haha...later will be fun... why? cuz we're planing a sUrprise for our cgl.. man.. everything was such a rush rush... the concrete planning started @ 21:00 .. started with idle chat with ming... then.. wellwell.. cut the long story short.. decided to plan a surprise for dear cgl.. orginal plan was to squat at his flat till he come back.. heehee.. then chris came to mind..
hmmm am tired.. i continue when i can... man... i need sleep... generally happy cuz.. heeheee...Don't tell u why.. heeheee..btw i changed my music again.. no particular reason.. :p

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:01:00 AM

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Sunday, July 25, 2004

*~~**Smilie~~***

Saturday.. 24/07/2004...
Today.. was the day that I smiled the most... And the day I met a no. of U4s, U3s...

okie.. brief updates on me day..

10:45 woke up... gee i need to meet nancy @ 12nn@ Clementi..can't made it in time.. sms her.. meet her 1245 instead..

11:00 prayed..did what daughter suggested.. man.. it was good..

11:35 showered..and did slight make-up.. cuz of my incredibly dark rings under me eyes..

12:00 left house.. gee i was late.. took a cabbie down...

12:35 reached clementi.. man.. nancy not here yet... waited.. and waited.. 10 min later.. she arrived.. lunch with her.. catch up... trying to encourage her... man... she going thru' this phase of "no motivation"... man tried to encourage her.. and invited her for service.. Straight rejection... NOpe.. church is not for me....treated to tang yuan.. hey it's yummy.. i like the peanuts one.. the seaseme one was yummy too.. but the kopitiam very ulu... hoPe to instill more hOpe & jest into her... hmmm she asked me whether wanna go wildwildwet.. told her.. after aug.. hey wonder my cg wanna organise outing there. can get her integrated.. afterall she is of vick, lian, joyce & long's age..

15:30 boarded the Clementi bus.. called lian.. cuz she was late.. I offered to pay cab la.. (cuz her friend almost fly plane).. Praise the LOrd... they were coming down.. man.. sms... vick wondered how to book 40 seats..(cuz she & joyce, the usual seat bookers were bringing their friends) told her that no worries we would settle it.. man.. I haven't been doing this for so long.. miss doing cell grp hounding and meeting friends.. haven't been able to do it since serving in choir.. am getting the hang again..

15:50 reached chUrch.. met lian & yeeling.. friendly girl.. chatted a lot with her.. ( I'm suRprised at the degree of friendliness of mOi.. haha... stePping out & up.) took her ard the building.. and then down to service..hmm Praise God.. I managed to find 3 seats on floor (actually it's one whole row with only two sisters by the aisle.. so grabbed the seat... drama was funny... noted that some changes were made... hilarious... (but no drama for s3... ).. was ultra-hyper... (ahh saw msg from siew choo to take counsellor packs..at 645)... hmmm yeeling didnt respond.. :O took yeeling to lvl 4 aft shc.. hotdog was yummy (shared half with lian)..went riveria took ice cream for her.. then walked her to busstop to take bus.. man... I wondered how i managed to find sooo much to talk to her... hahha

1850: made a mad rush to riveria... hmmm not late.. dexing was there with siew choo.. hmmm ryan asked me i not singing ah.. haha told him no... didn't tell him why... i think i should la.. will do so tmrw... gee... reached b4 at 1900 ahh yili only booked 2 rows.. ai yos.. but then later managed to get another 1 at the creche area...

haha joshua, yushan, wanling, fish,steph..and many others asked me why i not singing.. haha didn't know that I'm rather prominent.. heehee... but gotta do what i gotta do... :) stood next to sis val during p&w.. hmmm surprising dun have the weird feeling that I thought I might have... :) have a feeling that this might not be that long..

ahh went back to creche area after pnw.. gee they did not carry my bag up.. ah... man.. surprisingly i wasn't angry or kick up a fuss (am amazed at the patience & calmness me got) haha joked with max.. I feel like a new friend.. hahaha.. during the altar call.. I just had the feeling that some in my row will... man.. 3 did.. PTL!!

after service... did my mingling.. hahaha.. once again.. am sUrprised @ how chatty I was.. hahaha.. got the flow again.... hmmmm walked vick's friend weiling to busstop.. she very U3.. but ok la... then vick met her sec friend.. it happened that he is in brother Justin cell... (heehee but he rather new.. and his attitude just remind me of how vick was when she just joined us..he was rather uncomfy abt the size of his cg.. think it's rather large.. but am sure he will move from glory to glory..)

22:10 went back to church.. karen came over to talk to me.. ahh..I didn't know that ziyang, shaoyang & monique are under me permanently... (man!) know that she's not happy that I'm not doing a good follow-up on them.. but her words rather ok.. tone stern.... (i think if it was brother andrew...sure kanna scolding one.. ) taught me the "techniques" required to deal with them.... ( Till now.. dear monique has not returned my calls and smses.. and I even called ziyang's home.. eh.. he was out.. his housemate ask me to call the hp... Man... I called the hp like... ah.. still no reply... )shaoyang not feeling well... so maybe that's why he no reply... PTL brother ryan giving him to yili.. but I got the more challenging one.. ( to think that they are the very 1st friends i got to know from chc.. and now I need to shepherd them.. ehhh... kinda weird feeling...)

~~** now dear hermione gotta sleep... yay! next week still on "choir vacation".. yay can do more cellgrp stuff.. i really missed doing those little things like cellgrp.. actually the reason for my problem was solved.. but let time take its coUrse..glad that I can be there with the members when they bring friends.. (i told my gals.. if u bring friends, let me know.. I'll go dowm with you) cuz if I don't get to talk to them or let them see us.. how to integrate.. hahha.. 0211 now I need to wake up @ 6 cuz my ezlink is at defict $0.30.. need to walk to mrt.. taking bus 1 @ 7:20.. meeting susan & friend ; emmy & cousin ~~**

yay.. I've found it again... Praise the Lord!!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:19:00 AM

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Saturday, July 24, 2004

*Thank You.. my dearest "daughter"!!*

hmmmm I was talking to claire for the past 2 hOurs over the msn.. :)

man... Thank You claire... for "whipping" me back into shape/ back to focus...

haven't talk to aniOne abOut everything... (hmmm i cut the story short so.. she didn't get the chance to hear abt my family wOes.... esp the histOrical faCts.) come to think of it.. she's the One that hear the whole stOry abt my salvation.. (hmmm ehhh andrew knows oso.. cuz remember there's one time he ask us to write down our testimony ah during cell but.. I think no one did but me.. cuz he saw mah.. "privilege" of travelling home with cgl..) and the most recent downturn..

anIwae.. thank God and thanks cLaire... :)

actually i oredi noe wat i need to do... if i still failed to after 3 reminders... I think I will get the red card.. :)

like wat my dotter says.. to seek "Daddy" now..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:04:00 AM

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

*things come tumbling down... *

hmmm today was more than a blessed day.. rejection again.. never mind I still have one more... straight in the face (ehh no la.. over the fone... hahaha but she has a crush on a Christian friend.. haha she asked me.. can a christian marry a non-christian.. "unequally-yoked" came to mind.. but i can't tell her that right (she's should be U4.. )told her that it's against his/her belief.. should not even began the relationship... haha she was disappointed..hearing that she wanna intro him to me.. hahaa. meeting her next week.. sianz.. was kanna scolded by mum for cooking porridge..

man.. it was only 10:30pm and i'd only just talked to her for less than 5min..)hmmm actually started hounding only at 9:30.. ended 10:30... i think i talked most to lian cuz using hOusephOne..then called simin loh...always kanna persecuted for doing things... but then again.. i supposed I was made the chu qi tong ba.. cuz..dad met with accident this morning.. blocks of bricks fell on him @ the worksite this morning... and he was buried underneath them... Praise the Lord.. his head only sufferd scratches.. but his uppper body & back got lotsa scratches and his right arm & right leg was injured.. all bundled up.. the miraculous thing was that he actually managed to drive himself back from woodlands to home... Praise the Lord for His grace upon my family... I think he's really blessed cuz this is the 2nd time he got into accident.. 1st time, he got minor stroke after jumping down from his lorry..he recovered..not completely but 95%..then now this... but thank God.. I still have the chance to lead him to salvation before it's too late... man oh man...

Ahh.. on a positive note.. I have a good feeling abt nancy.. i almost gave up on her.. hmm she called me again to ask me abt tax matters.. let me try inviting her tmrw (cuz she just came home from hospital & was rather tired..) Yay!! I found the flow again... hahha simin was wondering why i so persistent in inviting her.. i wanna witness but was stopped cuz mom was mumbling at the background.. no choice...

ehhh.. tired.. yay! got chOir prac later... and cellgrp on thurs.. must ask sis siew choo if she needs any help... geee next week got many bday celebrations...

hmmm funny right.. people might be wondering why i still sound so cheery... the joy of the Lord is my strength!! It might seems like an endless chase but... I must press on...

'Therefore do not cast away your confidence,which has great reward. For you have need of endurance, so that after you have done the will of God, you may receive the promise:
"For yet a little while,
And He who is coming will come and will not tarry.
Now the just shall live by faith;
But if anyone draws back,
My soul has no pleasure in him."
But we are not of those who draw back to perdition, but those who believes to the saving of the soul." ~ Hebrews 10:35 to 39

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:22:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

*ahhh~ I was persecuted for no reason!*

ehhh just spent 1 hoUr revamping a bitsy... had a shock of my life when i went to my primary school webbie.. hahaha.. the school sOng.. i supposed sang by my lil juniOrs in chOir... heehee.. haha if u click on the links for moi schools.. U realise how cheena all my schools is..safe for ntu..

hmmm some greviances.. ahh.. went to tampines mall afterwOrk.. hmmm on the way..decided to sms nancy (a-U4).. not sure if her no still in use.. cuz vivian (friend in chc, used to work in iras.. now left.. think she's working with sis eve now..)said she had lost contact with her... so aniwae.. i sms her the other no.. haha she called me.. asking who am i.. hmm chatted with her.. sigh she's now full time loafer.. well she's said that she's now waiting for results.. her colon not doing that well.. well..she was rather harden.. she came before.. she was one of the first few person that I reached out to.. hmm she came to hollywood before.. still rather ok.. then invited her to a normal service after we shifted to jurong west.. well ..she said that she was very irritated by the sermon.. (hmmm i wonder why? this is the most extreme response..) then she went on to seek other help... the funny idols.. and sigh her life got bad to worse.. hmmmm.. I guessed Holy Spirit prompted me to call her cuz perhaPs the time is rite to call on her again... well.. will try to reach out to her.. perhaps with vivian? :) hmmm perhaps invite her to 15th anniversary if she reject me this week (haven't ask her cuz maomao ran called her out of the blue..& talked to her oni 10min.. contact her again perhaps on wed.. )meanwhile praying for her for healing..

actually wanted to buy an mp3 player.. hmmm out of budget..cuz hahha my bOnus is used up & I'm still short of 1/3 of my mission fund.. God.. I'm sure You will provide!! hmmm bought a tape recorder instead cuz md broke down, and i wanna record choir prac..aniwae.. tape recorder is cheaper.. bought the sony one @ $79..

my blusher had ran out.. so went to espirit to replenish.. hahha people who knows me know i detest make-up.. heehee I guess my cellmembers can see the vast difference liyi in cgm & liyi during svc.. hmm oso bought lipgloss & eyeshadow cuz my fave shade running out.. and i have to use it ah... heehee didn't know that espirit card could be used for red earth products as well.. haha 20% disc.. happy..
I was still carrying the red earth bag in my hand when i board the train bound for pasir ris.. this aunty/lady in her late 30 was looking at me and my red earth bag..~ staring to be exact! (btw I was dressed in tee shirt & jeans cuz today org dressed down cuz there's a sharing session)and i gave her a "YES?? can i help u look?" and started to tell the guy next to her ( i supposed that should be her brother/friend/relative?) that " next time ah, if you have any girlfriend, better don't find those that spend on make-up... " I was like "what the %#$#$$?" hey.. what's the items that I'd bought has anything to do with U.. moreover.. i did not have a huge bag of comestics and hello! I'm already 20+ (hahha maybe she thot i was still in school.. from the way i dressed) and i bought the make-up cuz I need to make-up for choir.. (need not really make-up for work except big meetings to look professional)
and aniwae, to look pro.. ladies do wear make-up.. my-oh-my she must have came from tim-bak-to!
Can't be bothered to heAr what she wanna say (I whipped out my headphones)but she was still glaring at me.. i gave her a dirty look (God i repent) and she was still talking to the male next to her and looking at me.. I took out my mobile.. started to msg "hello.. there's this stupid woman commenting on how much I'd spent on comestics.." and while i was typing this.. she was standing next to me..and i sorta sense she was looking at my fone screen... hahha boy i'm evil but i feel good... hey.. why she picked on me... and i resisted at barking at her.. she was talking so loudly in the mrt.. i chose to ignore by blasting my discman (not really blasting.. just at vol6)

hmmmm i know Holy Spirit wants me to develop the fruit of patience and long-suffering.. lotsa funny peOple came thrOugh my pathways for the past few weeks.. hmmm endure.. ! yay!!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:30:00 AM

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Monday, July 19, 2004

*my Source ~ my theme sOng... *

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hmmm. this is my source in chinese.... sang this on sunday.. realised that they did some minor refining to version 1... i love the chinese translation! hmmm gotta do something more important.. my QT...will blog later.. btw.. I gOt rejected by my U2... the oni U2s.. left all the U3s.. yay.. mum almost confirmed on Fri.. yay.. wonder need to sing or not.. shall see.. at most ask one of my member down.. :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:50:00 PM

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Friday, July 16, 2004

*retro? *

in line with the retro-background.. let me change the background mUsic... you should be hearing radiohead's fake plastic tree in the backgrOund..(the music track is only the 1st 1min,, i like the last part...most...interesting arrangement... build up then soften... hhaha like praIsE Song...) :) heehee maybe sOme might not have heard this before.. this is one of my fave tracks on "the bends" the slower Ones.. but i like high & dry.. like the music arrangement. hahaha.. hmmm this is certainly my fave album in sec 3/4.. was very into.. loud & noisy music...and indie/alt music... and britpop... heehee... to name a few: blur.. oasis.. greenday.. radiohead..suede.. there this soNg by weezer called buddy holly & supergrass's We're young.. hahaha i like that song..cuz the lyrics & the song's funny... heehee.. and the muSic is happyhappy musIc..

sUddenly am bROught baCk to this mOde... I loVe muSic alot.. just that I dOn't the prvillege to pick up a musical instRument when yOung.. Hmmm I'm not that well-Off when yOung.. bUt like mUsic... JiOned the chOir when in P2 @ TNS.. hahha... got into chOir by chance.. cuz my p2 teacher asked me & my friend whether we're interested to join the choir.. (hahah we became the youngest member in choir... hahha) Pri sch was fun... hmmm remember the SYF.. hahaha our choir uniform was like a sailor's outfit.. hahha u may think chOir lobo eca hor.. heehee agree la.. but i oso rAther active ya.. was roadcrossing mOniTor (hhaha i jaywalk... but i do look to the left, to the right, and to the left again,, just that i DOn't raise up my hand when crossing the road.. )hmm was oso in the prefectorial board.. just a nOrmal prefect..hahaha.. quite malu... was made to stand in class.. and kanna "suan" by my p6 form teacher for talking too much in class with my partner.. somemore still wearing my tie.. hahah... hmmm sec sch.. Once again... was in CHoir.. was lead to join choir by one of my senior.. heehee.. ironically i was in alto.. (haha cuz i could reach really low notes.. despite of my naturally sharp vOice).. haha felt really honoured to be one of the few sec 2s in the SYF choir when we entered the competition in my sec 2 year.. audition stress ah.. one from each part and to sing our own parts to the 3 choir teachers who were sitted across the room ~ quite a distance~ and both songs were acapella!! heehee we came in dinstinction.. (haha and i managed to siam one chinese test cuz of syf competition!! )

hmmm stOpped singing in JC.. hahha cuz thOt time to change la.. (hmmm ahahh..but still came back to singing...to use the voice that my Heavenly Father has given me..)was rather xianz le.. cuz doing the same for 8years(4 yrs @ tns, 4 @ dhs).. i guessed the sado nature of sweetie emerging... hahaa... jOined chinese & drama society cUz wanna tAKe part in the maJor drama prdtn..huacheng yeyun (was in the prOps team 4 2years... fun days.. stayed till like 10+ to do prOps.. and hahha gOt home 11+ to 12?).. but my major eca (haha now cca) was vnr.. hmmm it was real interesting.. haha suit my sado nature to be "tortured" haha.. always kanna "knock it dOwn".. heehee and the interesting traIning camp @ Ubin.. out of civilisation for 5 whole days.. hahha.. never got sooo dirty & smelly in my then 16 years of life... hmmm fun days... and went on a 4days3nites round island canoeing expedition.. hahha that's was a real acheivement for me still... (haha never realise sweetie so garang one rite??) hmmm heehee... then i quieten dOwn in ntu.. sorta waste my uni life away.. cuz i was reading a cOurse that i dOn;t really like (that's the resUlts of not chOsing wth the wisdOm of the Holy Spirit.. I should have chosedn archi.. hahha too late la.. ) then i oso regret not staying in hall... bUt i think i'll becOme mOre rebelliOus if i stay in hall... heehee cuz mei ren guan ma... and i can get very wild if i want to la.. (now i've learnt the art of self-cOntrol..hmmm ocCasionally sOme might see the gIla side of me... but @ the right time & place..)

hmmm eugene sms that he just had whipping cream, flour, ribena, eggs on his hair.. my reply.. heehee how enviOus i'm... hahaha.. btw it's his bday today.. so hence kanna sabo.. hahaha i think i'm abnormal.. haha i'm a good sport.. u wanna sabo me... can la... i wOnt mind.. hahha if u dOn;t mind my scrEams!! (the mOst malu sabo i ever had was the apple game!! @ the farewell party for seniors for vnr.. clue apple hanging by the stalk.. each pair is supposed to take a bite off the apple blindfolded... heee c'est tout i'll say.. hhaha but fond memories...heehee)

hmmmm no cell tonite.. but i met huiming for dinner.. we went shOpshOp.. then makan.. heehee... thanks ming for taking me hOme and that U managed to find ur way back on PIE...

Oh... i just told my mom abt prayer meeting later.. and that I might stay o'nite at ming's... she was like hmmm okies.. what u guys do? sing & pray... yup. aNother MAJOR BREAKTHROUGH!!!... and hahaha i drafted a simple/graphical manual for mom (in chinese characters.. yay i still remember how to write chinese)for her to use her 1st mobile phone... heehee (great patience man.. i nearly flared up at her for holding me back to work when she asked me how to operate.. i showed her.. then left but i din raise my voice.. cuz AV la.. so hahahha.. )

hmmmm it's 2:40 am.. i need to rest..Long day.. helping s1 cuz sis val sms for helpers... then i'll meet vick to get eugene & susan's present.. ahhhh need to reply to that "interesting appeal letter" that i left unfinished earlier this evening... hmmm some tax agents appeal for the sake of appealing..hhhhmm hope i dOn;t have to do this 4 long... 3 years @ RH le.. time for a change?? back to books?

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 2:45:00 AM

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Thursday, July 15, 2004

*AHHH.. my shoe-strap broke!*

am now in my orgn resource centre to find lyrics for songs later.. yili oni sms @ 10am.. not his fault la... think he should also just receive the info ba.. :)

sad case.. my reliable URS played out on me... the left strap came out.. phew i just finished a meeting..(was informed at 955 that i should sit in cuz one of my trader is coming.. ah..phew it was okie...) later gotta buy new pair of heels..:(

had a great time yesterday with my mom..treated her to lunch.. then went shopping with her... and it's amzing that a few hours of quality time works wonder!!

went to part b of church w/o walls.. poor victor was "invited" by Pst Kong a numerous times... ehhh caught myself in the tv screen a couple of times.. man.. i looked pale... gotta change the color of my powder..

Holy Spirit gave me a vision during end part of seminar:my mOm responding to altar call ! PTL!! am sure it will come to pass...
fresh look on the U4, U3.. etc i'm reaching out... perserve!! if i can persist in solving thoSe rOutine mathematics problems despite many failed attempts.. mission accomplished after a no. of tries.. (haha i think i must have finished solving the maths C & fm 10 yrs series back to back at least once..)i sure can soften the hardened and move them up the rainer scale... yay! exciting time ahead!

reached home ard 12 midnite..caught buffy! gee spike looked awful with floppy hair (though his usual hairstyle resembles mattel's ken's plastic hair!) but i still like spike... heeheehee.. dOn't know why...

okie.. got my songs now... gotta go back to work... and to do up the songsheets..

(woke up rather crappy today cuz it's AV season.. hahaha..this is up for me to know.. if u guess wat it meant.. shhhhhhhh!)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 10:50:00 AM

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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

*~~I'm sleeping sooon~~~*

hmmm actually intended to log off when i saw r8ch & yili online.. hmm r8ch no stamina... she didn't talk muchie to me..then zzzzzzzz.. as for yili ah... i'm amazed that he's still awake after running ard ntu...

hmmm o yes.. this just came to my mind.. i went to a talk by one of the big shots on investigation work... i was drifting to zzzzzzzzz.. i was awakened by "the harvest is plentiful, but the labourers are few" ~~ I was shocked! for a moment i thought i was in serivce... ehhh he was using this in the context of potential of tax revenue leakage (aka harvest) and the no. of staff in his division (labourers)... hmmm taking the biblical verse out of context?hmmm i dOn't know... but i was reminded of the need to reach out.. (i wonder if mr Ong is also a brother in Christ..)

okie... i need to zzzzzzzzzzzz.. but gotta seek souRce 1st.. Ops.. i haven't play with brownie...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:46:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

hmmmm once again.. hermiOne left the office late.. haven't been doing soo for a long time... hate the haze..irriated my left eye and throAt... my left inner lid kinda swollen.. since sunday.. at fiirst I thought was lack of sleep... then i realised that the air ain't very fresh these cOuple of days.. i actually smell bbq smell last nite when i walked hOme..

caught the webcast the last part from how to reach the U2.. yups.. hermione is silent no more... some of my friends are U5 (simin), U2 (ting), U3 (jenny), U3 (aifen), violet (U4? U3?) why no U1??? hahha

hmmm me ah...i think i was a U2 or U1.. more U1 la... just waiting sOmeone to pop the questiOn... and to ask... (heehee the person who invited me didn't personally escort me from the mrt station to SIS.. i took the chartered bus from kallang mrt alone.. and called her after i reached.~ aiya how i know she's usher ic then.. i'm not complaining abt ming la... in fact.. love her lotsa.. actually i was kinda complaining on the inside that aiyah.. why i come.. so pai se... dOn't know aniOne and eveRyone ard me seEms to know everyOne.. yUps..felt so lost.. bUt impOrtant that (a) monique & meiWen really made me feel @ hOme.. :).. & (b) i do really want to be churched.. ( ehhh one of the rare few... one of the 11%)... just waiting for people to ask... ;) but no one did... hahaha until ming... :) cuz City Harvest is where GOd wants me to be..

hmmm jUS spOke to lian.. PriAse the Lord.. her stUdy loAn is Sercured... am really very :) that bOth lian and vicks have grOwn.. time fOr them to be on their oWn? i just have the feeling that I mihgt not be in the same cell as the ntu pple.. but nevertheless if so be it.. hmmm I know that I'd help them to gRow.. & especially Vicky... she is sooooo different now... am so happy for her!! :) now i guess i should spend time with Joyce le... heeheeheee...

what Pst said during the conference is so trUe... one of reason i sorta stop reaching out is.. tooo busy... i need to strike a balance... Qn: Am i really over-serving? hmmm i really love to help choIr as and when i can.. (i think i fill like one of the perm fixture on chinese church chOir) and s 1& s4 if i can.. i think i will need to priortise..cuz what's good is the enemy of the best...

hmm overnite praYer meeting this fri.. hmmm wOnder yili shifu would be teaching us on sat or will he be toooo tired?

yay.. tmrw spend time with mum in noon (it;s her bday!) then go conference!! rite now need healing.. on my eye... & thrOat.. and now.. gOtta sEEk my sOurce..

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 11:55:00 PM

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Monday, July 12, 2004

*~~*haPpy chIrpy hErmIone spEaks*~~*

heeeheee...never had i had the opportunity to sleep till 11:30 for the past few months... luxury man.. but then again.. i slept @ 5am.. hmmm not that many houRs of sleep...

hmmm after i blogged last nite.. I played with my darling.. haha maybe i should give "him" a name.. haha.. it's brown in color.. hahaha.. brownie.. duh,, hmmm sounds like the eca in primary school.. heehee.. haha.. can't call him scout rite? hahha.. getting colder if i continue in this line of thought... hmmm miss the days of JC.. hahaha never imagine myself to jOin Ventures & Rovers.. (for the uninitiated..it's an scouts group.. hahha I still can remember the first line of the scout motto.. Be prepared!!)but if i didn't.. wOn't befriend ming and heeheee.. won't be in chc? hmmm hard to say.. cUz i saw sOme of my pri sch (Jean.. think she's in S1 but wonder if she remeber me..) and a couple of DHS pple.. think one of them is kelvin..he should be one of the usher IC.. saw a cOuple of guides.. hmmm think one of them is a youth cgl.. (she was in the same SOT batch as jolene..)hmmm think i saw my sec sch classmate zicao on board on chartered bus the other time..? not sure if it was him or not..but it was quite some time back,, and i seems to have lost contact with bulk of the 4C pple... hmmm except for Sandi & Shu'en.. hahha heehee liyun, who was?my classmate for upper sec & same eca in JC)?was the one who invited huiming to chc.. but hmmm she backslided oredi when ming invited me 3 years ago... haha wonder why she never invite me that time leh.. hahha maybe i looked like the not so likely to respond pple.. hahha hmmm me U1 leh... just need pple to invite me hahha....

Opps digress... was kinda late for chinese prac.. reached ard 245..Ops.. phew.. they were just practising open up the gates.. hmmm sang a old worship song.. ehh i hardly recall ever singing it.. but guess that it's an inborne ability to catch the tune or foreguess the tune.. so..got the tune easily and the words ah... ehh.. chorus okie lohz.. hmm give me a couple of weeks can liaos.. went to g4c just now.. hmmmm chinese lyrics sorta direct translation... hmmm really meant a lot when i sang...cuz was practically left with not much when i pledged (hmmm the bonus is now deposited in my acc.. yay!! I can fulfill a huge portion?my pledge!!).. it will be memorial offering to God!..

hmmm last nite msg Sis val that I should be singing for Tues BS (but knowing how much Wed bs need pple, i told sis val that in case tues too many pple.. can put me on wed..) so sis val sms me ard 16:30 to ask me to go wed instead.. so told her okie.. wellwell.. initially thought of going tues cuz wed's my mom's bday..so was praying that mom will be okie if i told her i'd spend the afternoon with her then go church in the evening (me to take half a day on wed lohz...) well amazingly.. when i met her @ whitesands while waiting for dad to fetch us for dinner.. i asked her abt wed..whether she was working.. she told me she would be working half a day and so me told her abt my plan la.. she was cool with it.. Amen!! and the more joyous thing was that... after dinner.. she told me that she will be taking leave this coming sat, sun & mon and she told me that this sunday i go chinese church with you!! Praise the Lord!! I was like.. i don't even need to ask and she wanted to attend the service.... Thank You Holy Spirit for softening her heart and making me a light in the darkness.. cuz sweetie hermione was always the angel shining in the situation.. ( actually dad & mom sorta get into a shouting match again the car?cuz of miscommunication..and dad wanting to catch the 7pm drama on channel U..? but thank God that i said the right things at the right time...)

was watching the NKF fund raising show for the children fund.. hmmmm heart really goes out to these children and their parents.. the question kept repeating in my head... "have they heard about Jesus..have they experience the goodness of God".. I'm not trying to act holy.. but the words they said just expressed their helplessness and hopelessness in their situations.. "What would their life be if they had Christ in their life...would they be feeling the way they do" ~ nope.. "so what are you doing abt it.. " ~ ehhh yah.. sin of silence...the wealth of knowledge is in me.. but i'm just like a sponge absorbing.. time to squeeze the sponge..

need to OT tmrw (i.e mon) cuz gotta finish lotsa stuff...

hmmm gotta go now... gotta play with brownie &?take my spiritual bath.. will see if i can sing and play.. tried yesterday but.. hmmmm ehhh not very smooth.. ended up accapella... :) will keep pract.. "the more hours you put into it, the better you are at it.." ~ the bookmark in my birthday present from cell.. (ehh i haven't read it yet.. hmmm cuz more suitable for a matured woman..ie married.. cuz i flipped to chap 2.. ehh husband?? hmmm my cgl very interesting.. but am sure it's a good book but hmmm i would start reading after i finish my current book.. ) my left fingers don't really like me now..cuz i put them thru chambers of torture.. ai yoh.. last nite when?joshua hear lili that i was learning the guitar.. he told me that I need to use waterproof sandpaper to "rough it out".." yao tuo pi le..?cai bu hui tong"?ehhh?? hahahaha..phew he's not my shifu... hmmmm must ask yili if that's true.. though i don't see the logic behind...

geee wonder how to celebrate lil bro's bday... vick & yili...any ideas? perhaps sUrprise him with a cAke dUring break of o'nite prayer meeting? he should be going la...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:06:00 AM

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

*shOrt shOrt update~ Nah... *

hmmmm just a brief note before i log off.. currently lacking the insipiration to blog... just polish off a bowl of lychees...sweetlike me!!! aM glad that I'd gave all that I could... YAy!! all of my 1/2 month bonus and above... am looking forward to September where i complete the pledge.. truly my dear bank acCOunt @ current state is bleeding really bad...the lowEst ever!!!(it's really veryvery unpleasant to sight...)but despite that am believing that I can fulfill it... hmmm am now resorting to keep all the plastic card at home (except my identity card, my warrant pass, my staff pass & ezlink... yups.. leave all cards behind so i can stick to my budget..) haha not living in a poVerty-mindset.. definitely gave wHAt Holy Spirit prompted me... thoUgh i very muchie wanted to save this $$ for either SOT or mission trips.. bUt.. hmmm am giving it to the fund 1st.. (btw my bonus only accounts for 2/3 of my pledge and I'm still paying my dear ntu loan.. bUt God is my Jehova Jireh.. so I believed that THis can be done... )

God is a God who hears and answers prayers.. two years ago.. I used to even have difficulty finding a place to do my QT...so skipped at times... bad example...(was sharing room with my mum.. was staying at a 3room flat.. brother got his own room.. dad took the living room at nite.. why ah? long story lah...but now not the case oredi la...) hmmm i was desperate to the point that i prayed in the tiolet.. needless to say.. my best QT was when the whole household is out and i can sing all i can.. hence i always love walking from bedok interchange to home... (abt 10 - 15 min) cuz.. hahaha i will be singing to Him.. conversing to the Holy Spirit aloud.. (haha i still do now.. so i love walking home.. ) and always almost kanna questioned by Brother Andrew Wai abt my spiritual life... particularly QT... (hated it when he aasked me that when we shared cab home after cg @ estella's.. cuz didn't do mah.. hahaha)

so asked God for breakthrough in my spiritual dryness... and a room to myself so that I can seek Him... :)heehee.. and Praise the Lord! Family decided to shift.. to my cuRrent place adjacent to Downtown east.. and me need to pay a cent.. (my brother co-owner with dad)
(side track.. ahhaah 2nd stupid msg from guys wanting to chat.. )
so my blessing not monetary in return la.. hahaha but i dun mind... cuz 2003 was the year of growth from the gal who eats from the spoon and needs a shoving in the back from dear ivory... & brother Andrew..

hmmm not that I'm complaining abt not being able to spend my bonus... in fact.. i'd been giving my bonuses to building fund and now the mission fund.. (haha when my collegues ask me when i was going to hols.. and i definitely had lotsa $$ hahha.. yups in God's storehouse..)and yups... but God is good... I guessed i was pretty blessed.. despite i din get $$.. my desktop, my MD player (sad.. retired now..), my hi-fi set.. my TV.. and my T610 was sponsored by mum .. (wat i gave for my 2 building funds.. i sure had reaped more.. )

had always been a spendthrift.. since sec... haha used to spend $40+ monthly on CDs & singles. (hahaha i think i should have spend at least a thousand on CDs & mags like tOPS.. smashhits..big.. seventeen.. her world..cleo.. elle (not the local edition) (haha i was a groUpie...I simply adore bsb.. and i have 4 versions of the CD single of I'll never break your heart..)Ops..hahah mei xing xiang le..

started work.. splurge on bags (think that I got one of my side cabinet filled).. clothes (hmmm not veryvery x la.. but think most X was this british india skirt that cost $108.. )...shoes.. now i shou lian le.. boh bian la.. cannot lead this kind of hahha waste $$ lifestlye.. but then i never fail to tithe la.. am :) that I tithed the very month i was saved... heehee and to my 1st building fund two months later... hmmm cuz i believe that whatever we have is not ours... hmmm if we can trust Jesus for our salvation.. why can't we trust Him for the 10% that was in fact the full 100% from God...

hmmm think i need to take up tuition... :) cuz i wanna go Israel next year...hmmmm and guangxi too.. :)

hahaha i'm a natural long-winded gal... This is not a short-update.. i guessed u just gimme any topic.. i can just blabber & blabber...
but truly.. am really :) that I gave all that I could to the point I can sing mariah's my all (hmmm perhaps parts of the lyrics not suitable?/ ha change the sub will do the job.. ;p) and cuz I know He will make my desires and dream come thru'!!

Ohh btw the song in background.. i love this song.. It's Sammi's ��涓婚��.. i like sammi.. hmmm eversince Feel 100%.. hmmm i'm not cantonese but haha that;s abt the dialect I'm semi-fluent...(not bad la.. the time i went HK.. natives shocked that Singaporean can speak cantonese..they thought only M'sian can...) hahaha i'm very aunty in sense that I love watching TVB's drama... still adore 濡� �� 浠� 蹇� I & II (canto version)... and 璜� �� 灏� 瀹� (hmmm especially like this series cuz chilam is soooo cool... ) remember that I watched the whole series in record time.. the moment that my bro took home the VCD.. i finished it that nite.. (the discs came in portion..cuz the show just arrived in S'pore.. think not for rental yet..)okie...i better stop.. i can go on yakking.. ooohhh btw i should be working today (at least half a day) but was talking too late to yili.. hmm not yili's fault.. i then read read my bible.. then hahha fell zzzzzzzzzz... and woke ard 6 to off my nite light..then at 10... geee to late to work..so i take urgent leave ba.. and prepare my bs and for my guitar lesson... hmmm speaking of which let me go play with him... let me try to add music to my worship.. had been singing accapella for past 2 years.. :) time flies.. gonna be 3 years @ CHC... came @ 12th ani. sat beside monique & meiwen.. hahah now in same cell as monique again.. ;p

the long-winded gal..going to play with her hubby...

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:07:00 AM

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Saturday, July 10, 2004

*hmmmm i'm not missing...*

Heellos...
haven't been bloggin in this blog.. hahaha..cuz was playing with my xanga...both has their pros and cons.. I like blogspot cuz can play with the look without having to pay..

tired.. went gym after work.. hahaha stress-reliever.. eric was playing with my sonyericsson to terrorise me.. wanting to take snapshots of me.... but let him be la.. cuz i could sense that he's got things on his mind but hmmm me not that close to him la... well at least i bring joy to him...

still gotta work later... but still chatting with long.. ah... gotta tell me me gotta go soon...

yay..taking haf a day later.. cuz got guitar lessons & bs to vicks.. nOpe.. i'm beri eng.. infact.. i'm up to neck with Work & corporate event... am in the publicity com for D&D.. and i've to print 25K coupons for orgn national day carnival.. (cut cost.. so self-print.. ) :P

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 1:14:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

*ahhhhhh yay! mOnday's Over*

let me see.. time is now 3 a.m..

did a lot of things today.. Once again.. i slept with the TV on again... fell zzzzzz after watching the euro finals half way when the score is still o-o.. bOrin...

didn't blog on sundae cuz got hOme rather late..then stArted chatting with vicks...let me see what happened on sunday...

went gym in the am.. hahha was sUrprised that my pt (i won't have the luxury of this soon...gotta skim my spending habits) actually confided in me.. ehh he was stUck in a situation.. wanna seek my opinion (btw he's a free thinker.. )(actually heard the Inner Voice.. saying.. reach out to him, i was like.. huh... okies.. ) then he popped the question.. what would you do if you were me.. somehow.. i just blurt out.. I would pray.. if i'd the peace.. then i'll proceed with the decision.. (cuz he was actually @ the crossroad of his career..)was kinda sUrprise that I actually managed to sow sOme sense into him.. seems that he was escaping.. so hahha.. told him that if we don't face up to reality & solve the prob.. , you will always end up facing the same problem again.. like ta-baoing tests..

In a way, i know that I myself gotta face whatever I'm facing...running away will just loop me back to the starting point...

sang for chinsese afterward.. learn 2 new sources.. my source & opne up the gates...

hmmm.. went dinner with my dad & mom.. dunno who mentioned Blk 88 bak chok mee earlier that week.. suddenly thot of eating that.. :) so we went.. :) then went grocery shopping with mom & dad at the cheapo stall near my previoUs area.. bedok nth.. ehh.. haven't spend much quality time with parents for long.. Peace.. never take this for granted... came a looong way and hard way to appreciate that.. am ever so thankful that He always come thru' for me at that moment..am believeing that at least 50% of my household will be on fire for GOd by year end... :)

ehhh song:"that's what friends are for" is on air (am listening to class)am really blessed.. :)with friends at wOrk (unsaved yet.. but will soon be.. )cOme to think of it.. friends that know me lOtsa aRE thOse who I'd Some sort of MisUndersTanding with.. my longest-friend sandi.. I known her since P6..used to sleepover at her place.. go to her place after sch.. and the paperback that was wrapped up in brown paper (i think was laura's) that we hahaha read... Ops!! was in the same class from sec 1 to 4.. and we had a COLD war from Aug 94 till Dec 94.. And it was really freezing cold war.. sub-zero temp.. but God is good... She invited me to X'mas mass @ a church in kembangan (so adpt.. a song that reminds me of my sec sch years just came on air.. sometimes love just ain't enough)and yups.. it really awkward (btw we're in the same eca too.. yeah.. Choir)cuz we had not been speaking to each other for half a year.. well...somehow.. we just hugged and reconciled... ya.. she tried to jio me to church but i was just plain lazy to go sunday svc consistently cuz i think blossom was showing 130@ channel 5.. (haha.. i like the show cuz of joey lawrence..)so me was a bigday kinda person...

Then my JC friend..shumin.. haha..during JC we sorta distant ourselves suddenly.. haha but we patched up via.. haha apology letter.. and violet.. think during FYP.. (o, we studied same course @ ntu as well).. things got kinda tense at times.. hmmm but thru' misunderstanding, r/s got closer...

most recently... the WOrse ever..cuz she's really someOne that I trust... she knows more abt me (hahaha a whole lot more than most/all?.. else except God)than hahah sandi.. despite knowing her only 3 years.. i think less than that.. and man.. it's so haRd to act nOrmal when i still feel the hURt.. despite that she sOrta apologise.. then... I guessed cuz I dUnno what was going On.. and she'd proMised me not to divulge..but.. (but i know she meant well cuz ...)am soooo liberated after that afternoon after the "trashing-out".... everything was so divine.. "sorta-suan" u via blog then msn prv nite.. then woke up late next mornin.. went doc.. given mc.. and went to ur place.. and hahaha..

ger.. if u reading this.. It's not that I've not forgive u.. or i want to bring this up as a reminder.. cuz.. let me tell u.. I really treasuRe u as my friend.. One of my best friend ah.. and the other party who is in this dRama (the unknowing party)... U're one of my best kakis as well.. :) proTEct ur identity dun want to name u two la.. u noe who u are... :)

okie.. thanksgiving aside.. monday was ahhhh

meeting from 10 to 11:30 for the national day celebration committee (me in social sub-com this year..)gee gotta come up with ticketing design then print 25K coupons.. by end of the week.. another meeting from 14:30 to 16:00 with my AM & D.. (nearly zzzz in the meeting.. was actually in a switch off mode when D was talkin..and came to mind.. why are we so harp up on the treatment.. what's the puRpOse...)geee...remember wat i read abt the Fish! philosophy in Streats today.. if you don't like what you're doing.. quit.. after the meeting..saw a horrendous reply from pwc.. ahhah now gottta seek legal opinion.. ah... gotta write submission.. and also the case discussed during the meeting and my backlogs (60++) to cleared by end of August... AM knows that I'm very tied up... ask me to prioritise.. and the national day thingy...

but Praise the Lord.. managed to come up with the design with one hour.. and found a way to create the serially no. coupons of the desired dimension.. :)

another of my fave song.. (SClub7's ehh what's the title.. is it the day i let you go?)hahha.. can tell how long i'd beem typing.. already.. franky.. i don't know why but i'm especially awake now.. the nice songs help..

yay.. watching spidey 2 later with vicks, her friend and long.. (bought tix oredi!!)
hmmmmhmmm must zhu gen jiu di later when i see her... heeehee..

then just now was chatting to pple..hahaha i think i can go play darts.. somehow two of my friends just went offline when i sorta "grill them"... eh.. make it three.. haha..
was rather bored just now... so i did a loong winded questionaire on fri3endster.. duh..

hmmm can't sing later cuz cuiqi appealed for pple to sing wed.. so me go tues seminar than sing for wed.. see can leave haf way or not...

ah... 430 leh... gotta zzz.. at lst wanna go chen yun but ehh think i'll end up sleeping.. :) later spend quality time with mom.. then meet vick & long.. yay.. my brother coming back from jp tonite.. wonder wat did he bOught for me... the other time he bOught me this cute miffy when he went to aussie...

okie... c'est tOut!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 3:02:00 AM

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Sunday, July 04, 2004

**~Love God Wholeheartedly, Love people fervently~**

am still overwhElmed by my enCOunter with God..

was reading my Bible on bed @ 3pm+.. wAs rather tiRed.. set my alarm @16:30.. befoRe I knew it... I Opened my eys and it was 5 minuTEs to 6!! AAAHHHH I'm late big time!!!

jUmped out of bed, grab my clOthes and slappped some make-up on my face and geeee realised that I had only $16 left.. ahhh it will cost at least $20+ to get to chURch.. ah,,, just did half of my face and flew out of the hOuse.. time is 18:05... reached downtown east at 18:10 ah.. the atm machIne was Down.. ahh.. no Choice.. flew to the busstop & flagged a cab.. God is good.. got a very nice cabbie unCle.. asked him to take me to the atm @ Blk 445.. Praise God.. No Q.. got in cab again @ 18:20.. did my cheeks & lips.. and prayed that I'll be in time to catch the tags... Phew!! reached chUrch @18:50... flew across the Road.. and Praise the Lord.. Frankie was still giving Out tags.. flew dOwn.. Joshua was sweet.. saw that i was rather hot.. fanned me with his songsheet..

never felt so joyful dUring praise & wOrhsip..fel really close to Him... ah.. during the item song was sandwiched between Adrian & Frankie.. (i really mean sandwiched.. )but the atmosphere was thick.. different from service One.. despite hearing the message on Fridae.. The words of Holy sPirit was mUch clearer.. and half way when Pst Kong was preaching.. man.. I could really sense His presence.. . bUrden for the lost really weighs on me.. Ultimate pUrpose of a Christian.. find mOre empty vessel to fill... and in tUrn fill more...

Holy Spirit was telling me that.. ger.. where's your empty vessels?? tRue.. I've been discipling vick & lian... bUt they are not my seeds.. I have yet bRought any of my friends to Christ again.. except for Tien's re-dedication in 2003 but she's someone's elses seed.... (geee one year le!!) hERmione.. U need to stARt wORking again....
Demonstration of our love for God via loving His love.. God love all nations.. hence, i love God, hence I will love people..

Am really toUched by Brother Calvin's testimony of how he brought his mum to Christ.. via email... his & his wife..

Truly, I will not be an ubin residence ever again..
okie.. i need to sleep le.. bte was rathet bewildered why apple see me before.. she was sooo surpRised that lOng & i in same cg... apple.. i was all along in A320.. :)
okie.. sleepy now... good nitex!!

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:00:00 AM

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Saturday, July 03, 2004

* ~*~*Overnight Prayer MeetinG*~*~*

am having suCh jOy... remnant of what I'd went thRu' dUring prayer meeting few hOurs ago...

thank God that I was able to make it...oNi told my mUm @1745...

saNg for sErvice One.. PrAise the Lord for divine hEaling.. my calf muscles weRe kindA over-stretched (I gUessed it was dUe to me ovEr-hYper on tueS.. (was actually haVing tRouBle climbing dOwn staiRs..for a cOuple of days.. ) if not... can't be a "jUmping jack" last nite...

OvernIte prAyer meeting was aweSome... nevEr sTayed thRoughOut the fUll session... until last nite.. and bReakThru was that theRe are more than the usUal faCes i see... Six HouRs.. :) fiNally rEceive cOnfiRmaTion to over ceRtain arEas of my life thAt's like so mind blOggering and rather difficult to tRust in Him... And the other vOice in my head trying to sOw thOughts of dOubt & deFeat in me... sAw thaT i was oNe of the sand pArticle that He picked up.. (ya.. that's hOw small i thouGht i was... small and insignificant.. inSecUre...) despite of how i depict myself to be... I was who God has creAted... maNy a times.. I dOubted whether cerTain things are frOm Him...I was faithless BUt He saw what was in me...

saw that I was in this hOle of daRkness where I was leading mysELf into... A hand that strEtches in and pull me Out...

acTually was On the vErge losing my vOice whiLe praying in pairs.. sOrry long... I know I sound like a frOg.. my thRoat was simply toooo dry... (from the kopis that I'd) and thROat was constricting... and Jaws wEre aching... yah.. i was shOuting.. badbad for my vocal cords.. bUt i regained my vOice back after the breaK..

LASt paRt of the Prayer meeting was ... wOrds can't expREss whAt i felt... we're just taking time to meet Father God and to wOrship Him...saw myself singing to Father God up in the heavenlies....Just to Him alone...He never left me.. I was drying Up cUz I was shUtting Him Out...His presence in the Auditorium was soooo thick... we cOuld just continue to wOrship on & on...

Members who were in church before 2000 was laid hands on... Many received the Holy Laughter... Pastor Ming came over to lay hands on us.. DEspite that pastor was at the other end, the moment that Pastor lay hands on Max... I saw light.. then.. i was DOwn... (later I realised i caused a domino effect.. cuz i pulled emmy down... poor Chris was trying hard to sUpport us...) i just feel that the oppression was lifted... Liberated..

was still lingering in His presence when i was off the mrt.. so i took a detOur in the Pasir Ris Park..

actually dOzed off when i got hOme and stArted to finish mo niu de taio jian.. (finally i did).. Gwen called me @11 cuz she wanna loan formal dress from me.. (but i do not have la except my prom dress hahaha.. i think tooo long for her oso...) Suddenly just knew that I need to seek Him.. started singing and just went on & on... and saw this: the back view of a man & a little girl... Yup.. that's me & my Father...He was holding my hand.. walking with me... I was this little girl with two pony tails.. He is always there in all my situations..He never let me go of His sight.. yes.. i was already His before i heArd His name.. (realised that i was actually rather envious of my friends duRing my primary School days that they attend sUnday school... now I know why... I was not a mistake... i'd was handpicked...)

never will i wanna lose touch again... Lord I TruSt in You...Visions you given me... yes..they have not come to pass yet..but it will.. it's not my timing.. it Yours! And yes.. I know what He wants me to do next year... it's getting clearer & clearer.. Obedience is better than sacrifice!

verse of the day:
"Now may He who supplies seed to the sower, and bread for food, supply and mulitply the seed you have sown and increase the fruits of your righteousness, while you are enriched in everyting for all liberality which causes thanksgiving through us to God" ~~2 Cor 9:10-11.

P.s. another friend decided to blog.. :)

changeme.
princessmIone lalala @* 12:54:00 PM

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